Hopeless.


I wasn't meant to last forever

Wasn't meant to hold together

Wasn't meant to last forever

Let me out for something better

There's no enemies at my gate

There's no hope, just a dull fate

I can't stop it in this state

No good reason for me to wait

No one's going to put an end to this

No one even realizes it's happening

I tell everyone every time around

Being stuck in this loop is just maddening

And I just want to die one more time

No one can help me or give me peace of mind

I can't die but my mind will never mend

Just like these two weeks of Summer never end

Oh, no, I never thought of it this way

Never die, but relive fourteen days

This is not how five hundred years should go down

Trapped in space and time, this is how I live now

Time is skipping like a broken record still

I have to think before it gets too late

Could I stop it if I had the will

Break the number, get me out of endless eight

And I just want to die one more time

No one can help me or give me peace of mind

I can't die but my mind will never mend

Just like these two weeks of Summer never end

How can you not recognize the signs around you

How can you just ignore these barren old streets

There's a sound that has found it's way deep into you

Still I keep silent though the time flow's incomplete

Everybody thinks it's just a deja vu

How am I the only one who knows the truth

I wish the world would just change at my command

I guess taking that power should be my contingency plan

And I just want to die one more time

No one can help me or give me peace of mind

I can't die but my mind will never mend

Just like these two weeks of Summer never end

Summer wasn't meant to last forever

Nothing was ever meant to last forever

These two weeks were not meant to last forever

And I wasn't meant to last forever