Sneaking Around. ~
Everyone wondered about Misu Arata and Kanemitsu Shingyouji's relationship. Mostly because it was discreet, mysterious and filled with a strange hostility between Arata's possessive quality he has towards Shingyouji.
At first when their relationship had started, Shingyouji didn't take the relationship as serious as Arata, he was more used to the normal healthy relationships where affection was drawn out so easily. However when it comes to Arata, that isn't the case at all and Shingyouji always felt confused when he was left alone with Arata.
One day he hung out with Takumi on a slow weekend at a park, they sat in the shade and talked about their relationships towards Saki Gii and Misu Arata. Shingyouji felt alienated whenever Takumi smiled and beamed when he talked about his long term boyfriend about their sexual intimacy, Shingyouji felt conflicted since he never had constant affection but the usual harsh orders he was given by Arata.
"Is it always like that to have such a nice boyfriend?" Shingyouji interrupted as he and Takumi stood up from the warm grass and began walking along a pathway.
Takumi nodded, "Gii is patient and warm hearted... every time I'm with him I remember how I fell in love." Shingyouji watched Takumi fall into a bliss state while he thought of how he fell in love with Arata.
Falling in love with the cold stoic Misu Arata was sudden and harsh. He felt safe and maybe too safe around Arata, as if he was tightly controlled under his patronizing stare and his obnoxious words when they slipped from his intoxicating plump lips.
Takumi looked over at Shingyouji's troubled expression and frowned, "Has Arata ever been patient behind closed doors?"
Shingyouji thought about it and shrugged his shoulders. "He's not an open book like Gii. Arata is like a calm storm, beautiful but dangerous... Sometimes I'm scared of being in his presence because I feel so small, he's controlling and mean but I can't help myself.. I think I might be a masochist.." He felt embarrassed for saying that but it was what he felt, his body shuddered from the memory of Arata's cool words against his skin and his fingers gripping his arms tightly while he kissed him smoothly against a wall.
Takumi smiled sheepishly. "He doesn't hurt you does he?"
Shingyouji shook his head. "No.. Of course not. His words hurt but he never hurt me physically."
What they didn't know was that Gii had found out about Takumi hanging around Shingyouji in the afternoon and half-heartedly located Arata, whom was sitting in the library studying, grabbed him abruptly and ignored Arata's verbal insults to let him go and dragged him off where Takumi and Shingyouji were.
They were hiding behind a few trees while they're young lovers were discussing their relationships. Arata had his back against a tree, his arms crossed while glaring at the green lush grass, his ears perked at every word Shingyouji was speaking. Gii was smiling wide and feeling the gratitude of his lovers words press against his heart, he was staring at him around the tree beside Arata. Both moving to the next tree, being completely discreet while eavesdropping.
"Why do you stay with him?" Takumi finally asked, wondering if he should take back the question since it sounded harsh and demanding.
Shingyouji shrugged his shoulders. "I would never in my life.." He said slowly. Arata turned his head and looked at Shingyouji, watching his back and his tense shoulders. "chase after someone who doesn't feel the same way. I'd give up on them and move on.." He smiled at the truth of his words and looked up at Takumi who nodded in agreement.
Gii glanced at Arata who was still frowning, hiding his feelings even though it was obvious Arata was overwhelmed by Shingyouji's devotion.
"Me too. I was surprised when Gii confessed to me, even more surprised when you and Arata began dating.. I mean.. Arata is kinda not the type.." Takumi fumbled with his words while Shingyouji chuckled, knowing the irony of dating someone who doesn't seem interesting at all.
"I know. Arata is mine.. and I'm his and that's all that matters." Shingyouji looked up at the sky and stared at the blue while his heart raced with the love of knowing he'd never ever leave Arata, patiently hoping Arata would one day say he loves him.
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[Authors Notes]
Hey. I watched the Takumi-Kun series thing a few years ago and decided to watch again and I love the relationship of Arata and Shingyouji. :) The possessiveness and dark relationship is interesting. I also like Takumi and Gii!
I tried finding more Fanfiction of the pairs, but I couldn't find one that interested me so I decided to make my own. :)
So here it is. There might be a second part. If you want me to write it out, please tell me in the reviews.
Reviews are appreciated. No flames or bashing please.