OK. So, there are MAJOR SPOILERS for The Forest Of The Dead. S.P.O.I.L.E.R.S. Have you got that? Because I don't want people moaning I gave it away. If you don't read this first then tough luck.
This is the above mentioned episode from Rose's perspective.
3 things before we begin.
If you know Steven Moffat, kill him for me.
If Professor River Song is real, kill her.
And if you happen to see the Doctor, I would quite like to kill him too.
Spoilers.
The one thing she mustn't tell him. The one thing that would have saved us. I watched them, and I cried. Because it meant he would never be my Doctor. I would never mean as much to him as she did, she had proved that. He could never tell me. He wouldn't have anyway, but because of what she told him, the spoilers, he couldn't love until he had loved her. It was cruel. It was selfish. She wasn't stupid. She knew the consequences.
And that was when I started doubting him. He isn't real. He rarely feels any emotion at all. He's like her. I saw Martha's broken heart, I felt my own. And I saw him hold Donna's hand, and that was when I realised. What does he mean by it? I guess I knew all along. He loves us all. But not in the way we love him.
He's not human, and we forget. Oh, he loves: really and truly and deeply loves one in billions. Billions and billions. But we're stronger than him. We can go on. We fight for him, we live for him, and although deep down we never let him go, we can Love again. He is reminded constantly. We can push him aside, and really, truly live. He may nurse his broken heart over River Song for the rest of Time. But I have lost Faith in him. I will let him go.
Now is the time.
To say.
Goodbye.
Sorry, I know it's depressing, but I found the episode like that :S