I don't own Twilight it's all the magic of Stephanie Meyer
Set during new moon when Edward leaves and Bella goes thought some pretty big changes.
(ExB doesn't happen or does it?)
CHAPTER 1
He left. He told me he didn't want me, he said he didn't love me. It was so easy for him to just drop everything we had and leave me behind. I was willing to give up everything I had for him. I was going to give up my life to be like him. I was giving up my family, going to college, having a career, having children, growing old while watching my grandchildren outside laughing and playing. I was willing to give up everything for him, and spending the rest of eternity with him.
But he just left. He didn't care about me. I was just his toy, I was only there for his amusement. I was a stupid, fragile human. And when I say I was, it's because I'm not anymore.
I'm a vampire
I was hiking in the woods that day trying to find that stupid meadow, where Edward had told me he loved me for the first time. When I finally got there it was dead, completely lifeless, and I just stood there because I felt exactly how It looked, dead and lifeless.
Then Victoria appeared. She confronted me and told me that she knew Edward had left and that he didn't love me. I was terrified at what was to come, and all I could say was, "I know." She was surprised by my answer, but she was right and all I could do was agree with her. Before I knew it, she jumped at me and bit me.
All of the sudden I felt like I was burning in hell right there. I felt the fire coursing through my veins. All I wanted to do was scream and run and just make the fire stop. But I didn't scream. I wouldn't allow myself. After all I had felt pain like this before, when Edward left.
A few days passed, the fire slowly stopped. When I opened my eyes I saw the world so much clearer. I heard everything clearer, I could hear a river in the distance, I could hear squirrels eating acorns, and then I heard a deer, I could hear its heart beating, and it's blood flowing through its veins, and then I felt the same fire that had just left, burning in my throat and I knew that I needed to hunt.
