Goodbye
My mind went blank,thinking about the love of my life,I couldn't think of anything else,he was all I had,my life was great,i couldn't deal with losing him,I couldn't sleep,I couldn't eat,I couldn't even speak. It was all to much to handle,I don't know what was happening to me, it was like I had just died, it was horrible I didn't expect this to happen.
I thought clem would be ok but she was heartbroken,she was so emotionless every time I told her something. I told her he is watching our every move. I know in my heart he wanted us to be happy and safe. He didn't want to go that way but unfortunately it happened. That's something you can't change,it's the way life is now,we can never get our old lives back,we have to be strong. I know lee would want the best for us,we just have to pray everything will be alright,someday,somehow. I don't know when but it will eventually