"Garra you are suspended for almost killing someone, and the only reason you weren't expelled is because of you condition." My mother yelled waving a piece of paper in the air. "I…I just cant believe you what happened to that little girl who used to come home crying if a teacher told her they were disappointed." You killed her I thought, your boyfriend killed her, your old husband killed her, the children of the school you sent me to killed her the teachers even helped.

I just watched her silently. "Don't you look at me like that you selfish bitch." I silently stared at her and she slowly began to squirm under my gaze well its going to be different this time she said quickly. "I've had enough if only your attitude could be a little different this wouldn't have to happen, Garra since you are suspended for the last weeks of school I'm sending you to live with your father … tomorrow." Rage burned through my mind a red haze clouded my vision I felt a slight smile touch my lips. She ran

I remember the day my father left as if it had just happened. Not eight years ago. (Seven of those years without hearing from him seven years of nothing.)

I had just came home from school with an A+ on a report on our favorite person the only rules were that it couldn't be our mothers and the person had to be real I ran happily up to his study and opened the door and looked around the room everything was gone. Dad I whimpered DADDY! My mother ran to me instead and started talking I still don't know what she said that day she showed me a note I stared at it but couldn't understand I picked out things like 'your mother and me fighting a lot …leaving her to get on with her own life …still love you ' still love me what did it matter he was gone then I looked down at my essay and I saw in big bold print at the bottom 'MY FAVORITE AND MOST TRUSTED PERSON IN THE WORLD IS MY DAD.' At first I felt anger but then a thought occurred to me was it my fault wasn't it just a couple days ago my mom said that I was a filthy liar and how my dad thought the world of me and told me how disappointed he would be when he found out I was a liar so it was all my fault… wasn't it. But then the anger came again when I found half a year later what he had done to me.

In fact an assassin he sent after me told me just before I killed her. That assassin just happed to be my only friend she was the fiftieth assassin he had sent after me although I didn't know it was him at first I was seven the assassins had been coming since I was three my curse … no my gift had killed them

I sighed as I folded my hoodie and put it in my duffel bag listening to the new York traffic below my mother went up to the door way and leaned on the frame.

" Oh honey" she murmured "if only it could be different if only your attitude could be different… " "Well " I answered quietly "I cant help being who I am, I would say I'm sorry to disappoint but that would be a lie" I could feel her eyes burning into my back but I wouldn't look at her "look it will be better this way he is like you so he will understand you better" "he is nothing like me" I murmured zipping my duffel bag shut and walking past her I stopped and looked at her "have fun in brazil with Simon" I said quietly "wha…did he… how did you…" "Simon told me. You should hear all the things Simon says but then you probably don't want me to tell you do you." I answered before walking out to the car.

The car ride was silent until we got to the airport even then there was no teary good bye my mother just looked at me and asked if I know which flight to get on in Cork (in Ireland) and when I looked out the window of the plane her car was already gone. Of course why would it stay only a real mother would do that and I was only a half daughter a daughter from marriage and she wasn't married to him anymore? So now I don't have a mother because he killed my real one but strangely don't hate him anymore then anyone else of course that's not necessarily a good thing.

I spotted him as soon as I got off the plane unloaded he really hadn't changed much he smiled at me and tried to pull me into a huge I just pulled back and walked to the cart to get my bag.

It has been seven weeks since I came to live with my father he is scared of me I can see it in his eyes when he looks at me when ever I said no to what he wanted to do with me he would start trembling I sighed and looked out the window and saw a speak coming as I watched it got bigger approximately two minutes later an owl landed in front of me it started to tremble animals don't like me because of my gift I reached out and took the letter from it flew off as fast as possible ii looked at the letter it was from some place called Hogwarts probably my new school I opened the letter calmly and read the first line 'we are pleased to inform you that you have been excepted into Hogwarts school of witch craft and wizardry.