This is my first attempt at writing for NCIS LA so hopefully I do ok. This is just a one-shot about Deeks and Kensi's thoughts after the kiss in the season finale.
Deeks
She was right, I wasn't saying anything that I really meant. But neither was she. We have been dancing around our feelings for a long time now. I couldn't take her yelling any longer so I got up and did something I meant. I kissed her, not a cover kiss but real honest to god kiss. I tried my best to convey my feelings for her in that one kiss. When I pulled away I knew I had done the right thing. She looked at me completely in shock. I didn't even care if the rest of the team had heard what I just did. I was hoping Kensi would kiss me back or tell me she felt the same way, but instead she chose to focus on her job and follow Michelle. She didn't freak out though so maybe I haven't completely messed things up. After this case is over and Sam and Michelle are safe and the nuclear weapons are recovered we can talk about our thing that we so obviously have.
Kensi
I don't know why I was so mad and jealous. Actually I do know why, feelings for Deeks isn't something I can have though. Not with this job. The idea of losing him is hard enough with out having an actual relationship. So instead I yell at him and blame him, even though I'm just as bad a she is about communicating. When he got up and kissed me I wasn't expecting it. All I could do is look at him and try to tell him with that look that I felt the same way. He caught me off guard. I didn't know what to say or do so I made up an excuse and followed Michelle. It took everything I had not to kiss him back. I drove a way and didn't look back because I was afraid of the look would see on his face. I hope he doesn't think I don't feel the same way. Because honestly….I do. After this case is over maybe we can talk about it.