Hello! My name is Lucy Heartfilia Dragneel! People call me Mistress Death or Mrs. Devil or, if they want to be in even more pain, Mrs. Dragneel. My husband, Natsu Dragneel, absolutely hates it when people use my real last name and we are not close friends or relatives. But my children call me mama or when we are in front of the damned, Mistress Death or Mrs. Devil. They know that the new people in the underworld, if they heard them, would repeat them and be punished by my husband even more than usual. Natsu is very umm…. Irrational at times. But anyways because you are hearing the story of my life and reading my diary that means you are either my children, husband, or someone I would trust with my life if I was not already dead. Well I say dead but honestly, I'm the Queen of hell. I've been 'dead' for many, many years. Too many to count. Oh well let's start at the beginning. With my lovely mother who, God rest her soul, is in Heaven now. Quite fitting for a woman like her. She was so kind and beautiful. Oh I forgot, its story time. Let's begin.

LUCY'S P.O.V

July 7, x776. Heartfilia Konzern

"Mama! Papa! Let's go eat in the garden with Capricorn-sama and Aquarius-sama!"

"No dear, we can't do that right now. We promised them a break. Remember?"

I looked up to my very handsome father with a pout.

"Layla dear, maybe just this once?"

"No Jude! I never break my promises and I promised them a break!"

"Lucy dear," Jude says as he kneeled down to me daughter "I'm sorry but we cannot do that today. If I ask your mother again she will be very… annoyed with me."

"And you will have another fight, won't you?" I asks with tears in my eyes "I don't want to be the cause of another fight!" She exclaims while running away, dropping the basket of food as she runs.

"Lucy! We won't fight! I promise!" Layla shouted, attempting to get Lucy to come back.

"Layla, she's not going to come back. I will ask Spetto-san if she can find her."

"Okay, Jude. I love you." And with that, and a kiss, she parted with her husband, walking towards the mansion.

"Oh Lucy…" Jude whispered with a sigh as he started towards the servant house.

July 1, x777. Heartfilia Konzern.

"Mama how did you get so sick?" I whispered, barely enough for my mother to hear.

"I don't know honey. I honestly don't know."

"You promised me we would be together forever!" Lucy said with malice and volume growing with each word "You said that this was just a cold! You said that the doctor and nurses would be able to take care of you! And look at you now! You are at deaths doorstep and knocking!"

"Lucy calm down. Now." Jude said with warning, just entering the room.

I looked up to my father with more hate and hurt than my father knew I had, and then, I ran. Fast and far.

"Lucy come back!"

"Jude, stop. Tell Lucy I will always look out for her from Heaven? Okay?"

"There is no need to tell her so soon. You're not leaving me yet." Jude said with a tear in his eye

"Yes, I'm afraid you will. Tell her I love her." With tears rolling down her face she fell into her eternal sleep.

"Layla… Layla wake up! The doctors said you shouldn't sleep right now! Wake up! WAKE UP!" Jude screamed shaking his no longer living wife.

"Mama Spetto-san said I should ap-" I suddenly stopped at the sight of her sobbing father "Mama? Are you okay? Papa tell me mamas okay! T-tell m-me"

"I am so, so sorry Lucy. Come here." Jude says holding out his arms for his young daughter

"Papa!" I cry, running into his arms.

"Shhh it's going to be okay. I promise. And a Heartfilia never breaks their promise."

"B-but papa, how can you say it will be okay when it hurts so badly?"

"I know it hurts but I went through it before. It eventually numbs and you can live life normally."

"Okay papa. I believe you."

July 7, x777. In the Heartfilia private graveyard, after the funeral

"Hey mama… I miss you already…. It hurts still but papa says it's going to get better soon. His work is getting more stressful. I can feel it… he's hurting more than me and he's getting angrier...How did you always calm him after a bad day of work? Did you just talk to him or are yo-"

"Lucy come here." The shadow said, interrupting Lucy.

"Yes, Aquarius-sama?" I said, turning around towards Aquarius

"Your mother would have wanted you to have this. But don't let anyone know that you have it. I think only 4 other girls have this type of phone. When you meet these girls, if you do meet them, take the contact numbers from their phone as fast as possible. Sometimes you can buy much less rare numbers from stores. But always be careful. Understood?"

"Yes Aquarius-sama. I understand. This was mama's phone that she used to call you, right?"

"Yes it is. You are a very smart girl. If you are ever hurt don't hesitate to call me. Okay?"

"Okay… I'm going to finish talking to mama... I will be right in to talk to you. Mama said that we had to make a contract."

"Oh you remembered that lesson?"

"Very clearly."

"Good girl. I will see you soon." And with that, Aquarius ran off, practically disappearing.

"Okay mama, it seems like I have to go. I will see you later" I got up and started to walk away, "Goodbye, mama."