Hey Joz here, this is one of my stories that I started. None of them are finished yet. I decided to put them up here on Fanfiction to see if y'all think they're worth finishing. I would like some ideas to where this could go 'cause as of right now I'm not quite sure. I love to hear y'alls reviews even if it is to tell me my story sucks. This story is somewhat personal with the whole depression suicide thing. I'm over that now but I'm just saying if you ever want to talk to someone I'm here. Laxus x Lucy is one of my favorite pairings out there honestly because I feel in my head that if they were a couple everybody else could make a couple within Fairy Tail pretty well. I apologize ahead of time in case something is wrong and please correct me in the reviews. I would leave to hear from y'all! Please read and try to enjoy!
"'The pain people feel inside is inevitable it was fated to happen. We are angels sent to this earth to live our lives to the fullest. Some people were born at the wrong time and the wrong place. They get shot down daily not by the people on jobs or guild but by the very family they live with. The only people they can trust in this world rejects them doesn't care about them. Those, those are the people that don't live the life they were given to the fullest. They start opening up from the wall they created around themselves. They get shot down by the family they're supposed to trust! The next thing they know they are in the bathroom with the razor they have come to know all too well. Asking the questions they ask themselves every time! The mother they can't bring themselves to love is yelling and pounding on the door. After a few minutes she doesn't care anymore. The only thing they hear is the very thoughts that get them through every day. The next day she skips going to the guild and hides till nobody cares. She gets the rope she's been hiding and her chair that she's sat in many nights writing and rewriting this letter. She finally has perfected the note. She signs with 'The Unwanted One' and leaves it on her bed. She ties the rope to the ceiling and hooks the beloved rope around her neck. She kicks the chair out from underneath her. The world starts fading to black. She's released from this cruel world, finally. She's able to fly away from this horrid place. Nobody will miss her or so she hopefully thought. But, none of that matters anyway because she's just an angel with tainted wings…'
I can't continue even if I wanted to which I don't it's too hard anymore. I would like to say I hate you for all that you've done for me but I can't. I still love you too much. You saved me from my dad I could never hate you… People would always say I was the light of Fairy Tail but I couldn't agree not with how I felt inside. SHE came back. I can't bring myself to hate her either. Even though her coming back did this and even though I didn't know her I still can't bring myself to hate Lisanna…
Natsu- I loved you, not the family type love or best friend love. I wanted a life, a family with you, but I know now this was hopeless wishing. Lisanna is your soulmate there's no changing that. I hope you two are forever happy together. ~Luce
Levy-I finished my book it's under my bed if you care to ever read it. You can do what you want with it. What I once intended to be a heroing love story turned into one more tragic than Romeo and Juliet. I poured my life into this I hope you like it. ~Lu-chan
Gray- My older brother, GET WITH JUVIA ALREADY! It's obvious you two love each other! ~Your little sis, Lucy
Erza- Get with Jellal already! He doesn't really have a fiancée silly. He just thinks he doesn't deserve you! ~Your younger sis, Lucy
Gajeel- DO! IT! ALREADY! ~Bunny
Mira- I tried… ~Lucy-chan
Lisanna- Get with Natsu and make pink-haired babies already! ~Lucy-chan
Makarov- I am sorry you were like the father I never had. Please forgive me… ~Your forever brat
Everyone please forgive me for the act I'm about to do. I love you with everything I am-err-was…
Lucky
Lucy
Heartfilia"