Life is too short, live on

(Character Background: Just got struck down by a beast. A retched beast that she can barely move at this point. Family died when she was very young. Her boyfriend is now turning his back to her, because of her condition.)

Pain, just pain. Nothing more, nothing less. Can't give credit to the one who did this to me. Blood, pain, and everyone putting their nose up because I'm… forget it no one even cares of what I think. Everyone hates me and now I'm in a pool of blood. More pain, even my own boyfriend does nothing. I've seen him pass me, not even knowing I'm here. I wish he knew. If only I told him sooner, about me. I use to be a normal child, well normal as a regular human, not beast. My hair use to be a cute brown, now its white, and my eyes, they use to be a jade green. Now my eyes are different, one purple as the scale of a dragon and the other is still jade green. My boyfriend doesn't even know so I can see why. Covered in blood, white hair and different colored eyes. Life as I know it is going to seize to exist. My childhood was worst than this, my mom and dad died. My life sucks, just plain old SUCKS! I hate it! Let them stare and point I don't care anymore. I'm a beast and prod of it! Besides my parents dyeing, I don't even remember the most of it. Just their deaths. I don't even know my family. Do I have siblings? And if so, how many? My questions will never reach anyone. *cries a little* Oh, I see a hand, who's it, the blood is in my eyes. I wish I could see who is he? He is surely my hero now because he seems like he is helping me, a monster. I think I'm losing… to much… blood, I think I'm done for. *faints*