Hey There…. This is my speculation of what will happen in iOMG part 2, or whatever it is going to be called… come to think of it I doubt it will be called iOMG part 2… well anyways enjoy!
Sam POV
"Sorry" I say, a bit blankly, yet filled with regret.
"It's cool" he says.
But just by looking at him I could tell it really wasn't cool. He felt awkward and confused, as did I. The silence that I created was killing me. What the hell have I done? I couldn't breathe. I needed to get away. No, not run. A Puckett doesn't run away from awkward or scary situations. We play it cool. I ever-so casually walked towards the door.
"Well um….. I'm gonna go inside." I started to open the door. As I was opening it, I was cut off.
"When" He says in a hushed tone.
"I don't know." I said. This was kind of true. There really wasn't any true time that I had realized I had fallen for the nub. It just kind of… progressed.
"Why?" He said. I hate one word questions or answers. You think I would love them considering I'm lazy and don't want to figure out complicated sentences, but in this case it was killing me. Why the hell is he doing this. I already screwed everything up. I started to get angry.
"I DON'T know, Freddie." This was the complete truth. I wish I knew why. It's not like I wanted to fall for him. My head was spinning. I wasn't looking at him. I couldn't. It hurt too much to look at the guy you love and know that you will be hurt, embarrassed, and heartbroken in the matter of seconds.
"How?" He says, once again, a one word question.
"MY GOD FREDDIE, I JUST DON'T FREAKING KNOW! Can we PLEASE just pretend this never happened?" In my head, I was begging for him to agree with that.
"I'm not going to drop it, Sam." He says in a stern tone. "I don't know what the hell goes on in your mind! Every day, you TORTURE me in any way possible, and now, all of a sudden, you are admitting your love to me?"
"I never said I was in love with you." Wow. Stupid comeback.
"Well lets look at the facts, Sam. One: The pear pad said you were in love. Two: You just had your lips all over mine. So call me crazy, but I believe you are in love with me." Damn…. Can't get out of this one now.
"So what if I am in love with you? All that will happen is that you will turn me down and run off into a freaking flower field with Carly, the 'perfect little princess' who you have always loved, and will ALWAYS love over me!" Oh God… tears are starting to form. I tried to walk away, but he grabs me by my arm.
"I'm not in love with Carly anymore. I actually never was really IN love with her. Yeah sure, I had a…. very large and obsessive crush on her in the past, but that phase is behind me." This kind of gave me a tiny bit of hope. "But I need you to answer this one question for me. Why did you start showing signs that you felt this way right when Brad came along? I mean, you showed hatred towards me until he was there!" I knew this was coming.
"I don't know… I guess it gave me an excuse to act nice for once. Ya know, so that you wouldn't suspect anything, and see a different side to me, and not the aggressive side. It would be misleading. It worked until… you know… ten minutes ago. " I said.
"I guess that makes sense. But Sam, as far as being in love with you, I just don't know! It takes an awful lot for somebody to fall in love. I mean, not to sound rude but you never really showed anything that could make me worthy of having 'those feelings' for you, and I honestly never would have considered you as an option. No offense." Ouch. That hurt.
"You know, when somebody says no offense, it is still offensive! Thanks a lot, fredwad." He just made me feel like a total piece of crap.
"I didn't mean it like that!" He says, all defensive.
"Oh really? Cause when a person says that they would never love a certain person, it kind of sounds like they would never love a certain person." I said with rage. This kid is soooo annoying. Why the hell do I love him so much!
" I never said I could NEVER love you! I'm just confused right now! Look, Sam, I'm not saying this will work, and I'm not saying it won't. I just need some time to think about all of this and get my thoughts in line. Ok?" He said, softly. Gahhhhh….
"Fine." And with that, I walked away… Finally.
Sam POV
Obviously, I was a little upset. I wanted to be alone… but then of course Carly came along screaming in my face. UGHH what does she want from me?
"AHHHHHH SAAAMMMMM! YOU LOVE FREDDIE!" She said. She was really, really, really excited.
"Woah carls…. Calm your pits. You really need to stop assuming things. It just gets you nowhere in life."
"Oh yeah? I saw your little 'moment' you had with Freddie!" HOLY CRAP. DAMN, CRAP, CHIZ, SHFGJADHAJFGAHHHHHHH!
"Oh..um, well… um—"
"SO WHAT HAPPENED! You made a move, so are you guys like… dating now? Give me every single detail!"
Ughh carly… I love her, but she is always making things complicated! "We aren't dating. I think I screwed things up, and now I'm one second away from punching something. But of course, I will control myself. I don't know what came over me! One second, I was yelling at him, and the next I just…. I don't know. He was right there, and I just had no control of myself! I'm so stupid!" Damn… tears again! I hate feeling…. Vulnerable.
"Aww sam… I'm sorry! Come here!" She said, arms out. She hugged me until I was unable to breathe. "But I just wanna know… when did you realize you loved him?" Of course. I knew that was coming.
"Carly, I kind of don't want to talk about this right now. Okay?" I was done now. I just wanted to close my eyes and disappear or turn back time. But this was reality. No turning back.
"Fine… I will be working on my project if you wanna talk." She says, as she was walking away. So now I was in the hallway alone. I was pretty tired, so I got a sweatshirt out of my locker, put it on the floor and used it as a pillow as I drifted into a deep sleep.
So what did ya think? This is going to be a multi chaptered story…. But review and stuff! Thanks :D
P.S- I have watched iOMG so many times now that I memorized everything. I'm obsessed :P