Hey #Emison Babies. Please Review and enjoy. xoxo So this is a letter written from Ali to her Emily. Just to tell her how much she loves her before everyone goes their separate ways to college. Disclaimer: I do not own pretty little liars, all rights belong to Sara Sheppard Author of Pretty Little Liars Phenomenon and Marlene king executive producer of the hit tv show.

As the five girls say their final goodbyes Emily turns to Alison and pulls her into a hug so warm & familiar that it takes the blonde's breath away for a moment. "Love you" Em says squeezing her tight. "Love you too". As the others drive away Ali takes Emily's hand, waving with the other. She hands over the envelope with her name on it in cursive. "What's this?" Em asks blankly. "Just read it when you get there or when you miss me ok?" Ali says simply as tears threaten to fall from her blue eyes. "I will I promise" Emily smiles & leans in leaving a lasting kiss on Ali's lips. "Don't go missing again ok?" Em jokes holding back a laugh. "Very funny!" Ali laughs.

Emily finally arrived in Malibu and unpacked her boxes one by one, placing the letter in her back pocket so it didn't get lost before she has a chance to read it. She missed the girls so much already and it had only been a few hours, how was she going to survive years not seeing them everyday. She missed Ali the most though. Suddenly Ali's words pop back into her head 'Read it when you miss me'. Was it meant to be read straight away or saved for a moment years from now when she couldn't think of anything or anyone else? She couldn't resist, she needed to read it now! She knew Ali had a way with words, within seconds she tore the envelope from her back pocket of her short shorts and pulled out the letter.

Dear Emily,

I can't begin to tell you how much you mean to me. No one saw me or looked at me like you did. You always saw the best version of me, the person I want to be. I know I disappointed you over and over again, pushing people away is what I do best. I was afraid I was going to lose you, so I pushed you away. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but I need it Em...I need you like I need air to breathe. You were my mermaid, the one who taught me how to keep swimming when all I wanted to do was sink to the bottom of the pool and give up. You were my angel when I stopped believing in myself and told me I was good enough to be whatever and whoever I wanted. You were my soldier and defender when the rest of the world had neglected me as one of their own. You bring me to life each and every day to the point I think I'd die without you by my side. You have always been my safety net, when I would fall you were always there to catch me. I have hope that you will always be there to catch me.

When I have you, everything seems unimportant and with you nothing else matters. It's just stuff. I have never needed anything more than just you. Your arms around me telling me that I'm enough just as I am. I know in my heart you deserve so much more than me but I am telling you today that you have always been enough for me. You are my everything. You were always my favourite, you are the only one I have ever trusted completely. I have loved you & everything about since that moment we kissed in the library. The way you laugh, the way your face lights up when you smile, the way you try not to cry every time you watch Titanic. I miss you every time we're apart and even when we're together. I found myself missing the feel of your skin against mine, the smell of vanilla shampoo in your hair after a shower.

The sparkle in your eyes whenever you looked at me. I know I messed up Em but you have to believe me, if I could take it all back, things would be so different. The day we ran off to the kissing rock I would have grabbed you and kissed you till the world melted away. Instead I kissed you once and never spoke of it again. That is my biggest regret. If I had the power to change time-that is the moment I would change. Emily Fields you are so beautifully human in everything you are. You are kind, selfless, Honest and true. I envy your strength and your ability to love. I love the way you love Em. It's an incredibly rare and beautiful gift & you should always trust your instincts. Your heart is full and with that comes the ability for people to easily break you and tear you down.

Promise me you will always remember strength comes from within. Eleanor Roosevelt once said 'No one can make you feel inferior without your consent'. I always believed in you Emily I always knew you were destined for great things in life. My dream for you has always been that you would become a famous swimmer and have a beautiful family complete with a white picket fence and a dog in the backyard. What I never wanted anyone to know was that it was also my dream too. Everyone dreams of one but not me, I never really had to dream because it was always right in front of me...You, You are my dream Emily Fields.

One day I want to walk down the street holding your hand and proudly tell people you are the love of my life, my wife and the mother of my children. But this is a few years off yet, We are just finishing high school and going our separate ways for now, you have things you want to do on your own but I know it's not forever because that promise lies with me. 'Together in Paris'. We will always have each other just as the moon has the stars and the sea has the shore.

You were always home to me, no matter where I was or who I was with. When I'm with you I'm home. I love you as I have always loved you...

Forever & Always.

Alison xo.

Emily felt weak at the knees with every word she read. Ali loved her, she really truly loved her. She finally had the closure she had always been asking for but was it really closure? Or was it something different? She knew she needed to find out. So she texted Ali back 'I'm coming home for a visit as soon I can I love you so much Ali, its not the right time now but one day soon its us against the world' - Em.

Less than a minute later Ali replied 'Whenever you're ready for forever, come home to me' - Ali.

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Till later my darlings.