Damon's pov.
I knew I was going to die but I didn't think it would be this soon. There were a few things I still had to do and I wish I could have done. I told Stefan to keep this information quiet. Because I didn't need Elena to bee worried about anything else out of all that has happened. Especially since the loss of Jenna she doesn't need to be suffering anymore. Ive now realized my feelings for Elena are one brotherly and sisterly. Im not as in love with her as I thought I was. I groaned in pain as I looked down at my wolf bite. The venom was spreading very quickly, "how bad is it" I looked up to see Stefan leaning against the doorway. I took one look at it to realize its spreading really, really fast it looks hideous. "Its fine" I lied, "liar let me see it" he walked closer to me while trying to grab my hand. I couldn't yank it back I cried out in pain, he lifted up my sleeve and gasped "oh Damon" he cried. "Im going to take a nap" I got up and went straight to my room.
I felt pain coming from my arm again; I let out a loud cry it hurts so badly. As I reached my bed I sat down and started writing in my journal.
Dear diary,
It's been 2 days since the incident and im getting weaker and weaker by the minute. I try not to show too much emotion I may be very weak on the inside however I don't want to show im weak on the outside to. Because then people will start to feel pity which is what I don't need I can already feel the tears appearing in my eyes.
I didn't want to leave the world so soon; I still wanted to do a few things I want to find my soul mate. Settle down and get married even have a few kids. That's all I ever wanted was for someone to love me and feel loved. Since no one in this town even cares about me. The only reason I came back was because I missed my home. But when I found out Stefan was here I was happy because I wanted to be reconnected with my brother again. Ive missed him so much but things didn't turn out as plan he was only here for Elena he didn't want anything to do with me. But I got jealous and done some horrible things and everything changed when I fell for Elena only to realize I don't love her. Like that well diary this will soon be the end of Damon Salvatore.
Sincerely Damon,
I placed my journal back on my dresser rested back against my pillow and tried to get some rest soon enough I drifted off in a peaceful slumber.
Here you go guys im like crying right now because im watching soul surfer one of my favorite movies next to beastly and I saw the ending of vampire diaries again.
Should I continue?