Dear Diary, 5-11-07

My religion is half Hellenic-Neo Paganism half Buddhist. Yeah I know what you're thinking, what the Hades is Hellenic-Neo Paganism? Or how can you be half a religion? Well Hellenic-Neo Paganism is the religion where people worship ancient Greek gods. How you can be half a religion is a little more complicated.

You see worshiping gods that not very many people worship makes it harder to follow rituals. I felt at first when I started this religion that I couldn't meditate anymore or do any of the other weird things I used to. Before I was half Buddhism half Hellenic-Neo Paganism, I was 60% reincarnation, meditation, and pretty much a Buddhist and 40% a Christian. I'm a very complicated person.

I guess I should tell more about my physical properties. Hmmm… My name is Lilly Hart and I'm 16 years old. This is only the second diary I've ever owned and the first one I only wrote on a ¼ of the pages. My hair is brown but it's so dark most people think it's black. It's about waist length and extremely curly. I have big hazel eyes and I'm only 5'2" even though my mom is above six foot. No one knows where or who I actually got it from though.

My mother thinks I got my height from my dad. When I was born my dad ran out of the hospital and my mom never saw him again. He was only 5'4" or so I've heard. His hair was blond and he had hazel eyes but I got my hair color from my mom.

Well I have to go now. It's past one and I'm only supposed to be up until midnight. Plus I think I hear my mom.

Love,

Lilly Hart

Dear Diary, 5-14-07

I'm almost to the end of the school year! Only a month left! My boyfriend well ex-boyfriend and current best friend are so pumped. I just got back from school and Emily Rhoads (my worst enemy) called me a bunch of nasty names. She is the preppiest, snottiest girl I've EVER met.

I'm a bad girl and she's a very dedicated Christian. Apparently I'm going to the devil when I die because I'm a nonbeliever and get into trouble a lot.

I go to a school that helps kids with learning disabilities and anger issues. I have ADHD and dyslexia; talk about problems! I used to go to a regular school for normal people but I got expelled. The reason is because I had an F in every class and stole everything from the principal's office.

I know I sound like a trouble making flunk out but I am so believe it. Emily makes my life a living Hades and causes me a lot of stress because of her taunting.

I've known her since eighth grade when I first started going to my special school. She acts like she's all perfect but she has been there even longer than me so she's not. Every day she punches me in the arm and says, "Hey nonbeliever!" What really bugs me is that she says it really happy and stuff.

Enough about her… I have a poem that I wrote that is amazing!

Living a life

That I apparently deserve.

All the problems in my life,

Along with the woes of Earth.

Pranks and tricks

The only things fun.

What's left in the world

For me

Besides these things?

Just leave me alone

To live my so called life.

I'm thinking about putting a poem in every entry but I don't know. So more about my mom… She is my best friend besides my ex. We almost never fight which is awesome because I do a lot of yell worthy stuff. My mom has green eyes, black hair, and is really skinny. She can even fit into my jeans and I'm size one. Lastly her name is Molly. Her last name is different but my dad and she were never married so I got his last name instead of hers.

Well bye.

Love,

Lillian