Long Ass Authors note: So I am new to the site and writing fanfiction, I have issue with grammar also I suffer with a type of aphasia that affects my reading so when I do my read through I don't always spot where grammar is needed or if words are missing. So if you see any Grammar errors or words missing where you think there is please leave me a comment or message me with where and which word I will the take a look an amend the issue. This is a Bella/Jasper Fic but may take some time to get there. Also I work full time so my writing time is on my days off so updates may be slow. Also most characters are OOC some only slightly others much more so. Dark themes implicated sexual assault nice Voltori evil Edward and Alice hope you all Enjoy.
Bella POV
How was this happening again? How could he be doing this a second time, especially now that he knew about Victoria and now the Voltori.
"Edward please don't do this, what about the Voltori what about Victoria?" He scoffed he actually scoffed.
"You don't expect me to risk my family's life or my life for you do you?" his voice was so callus and I couldn't help the tears that run down my face "You are so pitiful as for the voltori well I suspect they won't check up on you until after Victoria has gotten to you."
"But Alice..." he chuckled darkly
"will not care she already knows everything and the others well the others will believe what ever I tell them you see my gift to read minds also has an added side where I can make people believe what I say you are the only exception to that and I wanted to see if I could make you love me by lying normally you fell so easily. No the family will believe me when I tell them that you want nothing more to do with us that you were just getting your life back on track and wanted us to leave you be, they will of course be hurt by this but they will do as they are asked."
"But why did you go to the Voltori?" I needed to know
"Well I was surprised to see you I had expected Carlisle you see I had to play the part of the grief stricken boyfriend and it would have given me even more sway within the family you being alive only changes only slightly I will of course be heartbroken by your decision."
"then why don't you just kill me?" My heart was shattered and he had effectively pissed on the pieces
"Well one the red eyes, two that would make me Victoria's target you see she believe you to be my mate when she kills you her vengeance will be done as I will have to suffer life without you" He chuckled again "Goodbye Bella try not to get killed before Victoria finds you" he was gone then and I felt my stomach turn and quickly bent over and emptied it.
I made my way slowly back I had actually kept in mind the way back to the house Charlie would be furious with me if I wasn't there. As I approached the house I had to stifle my sobs as I realised that I could not stay here it was to dangerous now all I needed was to figure out where I would go.
I sat down at the kitchen table with a paper and pen and wrote my goodbye. Tears streamed down my face as I wrote the letter and then I wrote one to Jacob.
Dearest Dad
I know that I have only just back but going and seeing Edward made me see so many different things one being I do not belong in forks I don't know where it is I belong but I know that I need to find it, I feel like I have been set adrift and I must find my own way in this world, I wish you all the happiness in the world, I make no promise to contact you or whether I will see you again, because I do not know if I will, I want you to be happy and move on Sue is a wonderful lady I know you too have feelings for one another. I love you dad please don't look for me you won't find me I promise you that.
Love always Bella
P.S please make sure my note reaches Jacob
Dear Jacob
Jacob I wish I could have reciprocate your feelings but I couldn't and you were right I was a fool, I know one day you will find love and I hope that when you do you will be happy, please look out for Charlie for me
always your friend
Bella
I didn't put anything in that Charlie would be suspect of, just in case he read it. I then grabbed some clothes all the cash I had and got in my truck. I prayed that Victoria wasn't currently watching me, that I could find somewhere to hold up I wasn't sure that I was doing the right thing, but It was the only option I could think of. I found a motel and paid for two nights I would move on afterwards if I needed two but I needed to make the phone call as soon as possible. I hoped that Alice would not be looking or at least not see until it was to late I was afraid of what she or Edward would do.
Finding the number took time thank god for smart phones, It took me ten minutes staring at the phone before I hit call.
"Museum of Art and history of Volterra, my name is Gianna how may I be of assistance" Gianna answered and I was grateful that they had an automated line that allowed me to select English to be spoken as I did not know Italian.
"Gianna, it's Bella Swan I was there a few days ago I need to speak to Aro please" I was glad that my voice was remaining steady considering the torrent of emotions I was going through.
"yes Bella I remember please hold for a moment." She stated and a calming tune came over the line I went through what I was going to say but truly I wasn't sure.
"Isabella, I am surprised to hear from you, is everything alright?" I couldn't stop the sob that escaped he actually sounded concerned.
"I am afraid not Aro, Edward lied..." I then told him everything Edward had said to me "He said I didn't need to worry about you coming and killing me because Victoria would get to me first." I could have sworn I heard growling but it could have been the storm that was now raging outside. I was terrified that he would send someone to simply kill me but it was a chance I was willing to take.
"Where are you now Isabella?" his voice was soft and I gave him the name of the Motel "I will send Demetri and Felix to you along with Alec and Jane they will take care of this Victoria and then bring you here I swear to you no harm will come to you by them or anyone else for that matter."
I soon hung up with him and decided I needed to sleep it would take at least ten hours for them to arrive maybe longer depending on flights. I managed to go to sleep but I was plagued with nightmares in one Victoria found me after that one I couldn't go back to sleep. In the end I found myself writing mostly nonsense a list of things I wanted to do before I died, a poem that was very dark and depressing and then I drew I had never shared my drawing with anyone but I had been told I was very good, I drew a picture of Edward being ripped apart by a mountain lion it took my mind off things and when I was done I realised it was midday and seven hours had passed since I had awoken and I had made the phone call three hours before that. I was now to nervous to have anything take my mind off things and so I went from seated on the chair to pacing to lying on the bed and then back again another hour passed. When there was a knock on the door I almost jumped out of my skin I was petrified into stillness until.
"Isabella it is me Demetri we met in Volterra." I admonished myself Victoria wouldn't knock. I made my way over to the door and opened it there stood four human drinking vampires I recognised them all as the ones Aro said he would send.
"Hi" I said unsure what else to say they all looked very intimidating in their cloaks and dark clothes
"Hello again Isabella" Demetri said "may we come in?" I nodded and held the door open Felix grinned at me as he passed and Alec nodded none of these reactions surprised me the one that did was Jane she smiled softly at me considering the last time she had practically growled at me when her gift hadn't worked on me.
"So Bella I hear we have a vampire to kill what can you tell us about her?" Felix asked I could tell he was currently all business so I nodded and sat down at the table.
"Her name is Victoria she is trying to kill me because the Cullens killed her mate to protect me, she thinks I am Edwards mate and wants him to suffer like she is, he told me the only reason he didn't kill me himself was because Victoria would make him her target. She has flaming red hair and I have a feeling she is feeding in Seattle there has been a lot of unexplained deaths and disappearances the last few months." I explained Felix looked a Demetri who nodded.
"Yes I believe Bella is correct we'll go there and take care of the issue then we shall travel to Volterra Jane will you stay here with Isabella?" Demetri asked, Jane nodded and proceeded to sit down in the only other chair in the room.
"Don't worry Bella everything will be fine." Felix said as they left closing the door behind them I couldn't stop the panic I was actually worried for them they were putting themselves in danger for me.
"Do not fret Bella they will be fine, Demetri and Felix are the best fighters in our world bar only two others and Alec is just as skilled should they run into trouble however Alec will use his gift do you know what it is?" I shook my head unable to recall if I was told "He can take away your senses all at once or one at a time"
"Who are the two others?" I decided to ask trying to take my mind of things she smiled and nodded.
"Well there's Caius he's been around longer than the others and is a master in most martial arts but the other The Major could take him he's pure power the strongest and fastest they met once and sparred this was after the Major had left the southen wars, the Major one which surprised us all but Caius really enjoyed himself and I know he wants a rematch. They say the Majors Captain is just as good fighting wise but as we've never had the pleasure of meeting him we can' say for sure." I smiled "So what is the Major like these days?" she asked and I looked confused "You know him as Jasper" I felt a shock of pain as I thought of him but I nodded and asked her question.
"I don't really know we didn't really get to spend much time with each other because of his lack of control." at this Janes eyebrows shot up in surprise
"Lack of control what could you possibly mean he has the most control I have ever seen other than the ancients..." she paused then "Well it doesn't matter at the moment, you should get some sleep." I looked at her suspicious but then nodded I was really tired I hadn't slept well. I hesitated but Jane smiled "I'll still be here when you awake promise." She smiled softly nodding her head to the bed.
"You are being so nice to me Jane why?" I asked as I moved to the bed she giggled and moved over to sit at the foot of the bed.
"We deemed it best to act a certain way when people we don't trust are in our presence, Myself and Alec pretend to hate everyone bar the kings acting jealous or angry whenever they show favour to someone, Demetri is the picture of professional although that's not to different from what he normally is like Felix, Well Felix is just Felix, Caius acts very angry as well but really he just believes in justice get to know him and he has a wicked sense of humour, Aro is a lot more laid back than the excited psychopath he plays, and Marcus well Marcus isn't truly grieving a mate Didyme and him were lovers and it does grieve him as he did love her but she wasn't his true mate he hopes one day to meet her but he plays the grieving mate so that our enemies and those who would attack the voltori underestimate him."
"So why are you telling me this?"
"It's very simple really we trust you Bella the strength you showed in the throne room well it showed us you strength your loyalty. We didn't trust the Cullens as Aro could tell they were hiding something his gift isn't infallible with enough know how you can hide things from him you however are the only one who he can't read at all."
"So what are you and Alec really like?" I asked
"Me and Alec are the eternal teenagers we were turned when we were fifteen only just above what would be considered an immortal child we like to play games and practical jokes thankfully most in the castle will play along they say we remind them to be youthful sometimes. In truth I hate using my gift I have to act like I enjoy it so people will fear me and it saddens me that some of the lower guard believe the act." She looked down at her hand "I am sorry if I scared you back then" I reached over taking one of her small hands in mine.
"I was scared but not of you, I was scared that Edward and Alice would be hurt seems stupid now knowing what I know now." She looked up and beamed
"Hey I may not like using my gift on most people but I will take great pleasure in using it on those two for what they did." I smiled
"Well we will have to plan something they don't deserve to get away for what they did and the others in the Cullen's do not deserve to be lied too I wonder what else they were lied to about." I told her and her face lit up.
"Now go to sleep Bella hopefully by the time you awake the others will be back or at least have sent news." I lay back closing my eyes feeling safe for the first time in a long time.
Felix POV
We were running through the back streets of Seattle it hadn't taken us long to get here and once we hit the more populated areas we took to the roof tops. We were approaching a warehouse district when Dimitri stopped his teeth grinding together.
"I can sense 9 vampires one older and 8 newborns" He hissed
"A newborn Army here!" I growled lowly I took out my phone and hit one on the speed dial.
"Felix do you have news?" Caius asked
"We have reason to believe the redhead has created a newborn army De has sensed at least 8 newborns with one older we do not know if it is the one called Victoria yet." Caius growled
"Damn alright if any of them are controlled leave Alec with them I will send someone to collect them and bring them back to the castle, if you find the red head rip her apart and bring her back for trial. Make sure she can't repair and inform Isabella she deserves to know but assure her Victoria will not be given a chance to harm her but she must face trial for creating a newborn army."
"Alright I'll get Jane to tell her she is much better at explaining the laws than me." I told him he agreed and we hung up. We quickly made our way into the warehouse where they were holed up unfortunately there were none who had enough controlled it looked like they hadn't been allowed to feed properly on awaking which was vital to help get a controlled newborn the sooner they got a good feed the better. Victoria had tried to run but Alec had quickly put her under the influence but had allowed her to feel the pain of being torn apart.
I quickly texted Jane to inform her of the change in plans hopefully she wouldn't be too upset I could tell that she and Bella would be close, Jane had spoken very highly of her once they had left if there was one thing that impressed Jane it was loyalty.
"She's pathetic" Alec hissed "creating a newborn army so she can kill a human, not even brave enough to go after the ones that actually killed her mate."
"Well she probably created them to take care of the shapeshifters in forks Bella is friends with the pack or at least that's what Aro gathered from the seer and mind reader" Demetri stated
"Still a coward she would attack a group who had absolutely nothing to do with her mates death and a human who couldn't of done anything to hurt her mate even if she tried." Alec hissed he hated bullies and was all for fair fights it was one of the reasons he was such a good fighter he would never use his gift in sparing and only ever used it when dealing with lawbreakers. He would probably use it to protect those he cared about but it has been a very long time since anyone challenged the Voltori the outward act helped keep people from believing they could take us.
"Well she will pay the price for it Alec, now let's pack her up and get her back to the plane then I'll go get Jane and Bella and we can go home." I told him he nodded before disappearing to go find some bags to put the redhead's pieces in.
It took ten minutes for Alec to return we placed the pieces in two different bags and I carried one while Alec carried the other. We quickly made our way to our private jet a sea tac and placed the bags on separated ends of the cargo hold strapping them in we were taking no chances even if there would only be a slight chance of her being able to put herself back together.
"Right I'm am going to go get the girl you prep the plane I want us to leave as soon as I get back." They nodded we were all Elite Guard but usually we chose someone to be lead this time it was me. I took off to the Motel in the rental it was a twenty minute run but it was the middle of the night and the temperature outside would not be conducive to Bella's health so driving was the best option and only added another forty minutes to the travel time plenty of time for the plane to be ready.
Bella POV
I thankfully slept without dreaming but only for a few hours when I awoke I could tell there was something wrong Jane was looking at me in a way that told me that there was something she needed to tell me.
"What's wrong was someone hurt are they ok?2 I couldn't help the fear that someone who was helping me was hurt.
"No none of them were hurt but they discovered that she was creating a newborn army probably to go against the wolves who were protecting you." I gulped but allowed her to continue "unfortunately there were none that were controlled enough likely she had not fed them properly which led them to be uncontrollable and too dangerous to allow to live."
"how many?" I asked she sighed
"Eight they were kept in line by one of the older ones but he fought and refused to stand down they had no choice" I could tell she was pleading with me to understand and once again I took her hand
"They had no choice, what about Victoria?" I saw Jane visibly stiffen "she got away didn't she." Jane shook her head.
"No she didn't it's just she's not dead yet" she looked me in the eyes then "please Bella understand we have rules and laws she broke the law creating a newborn army she must face trial if any vampire were to discover that we simply killed her without trial it would cause a lot of problems, I promise you that she will not be able to harm you." She paused staring at me
"I guess the people she turned deserve Justice I'm sorry none of them could be saved." She smiled softly.
"Felix will be on his way to pick us up as soon as she is secured she's been ripped apart so she won't be aby trouble." I nodded.
It was an hour later when Felix arrived we quickly packed up my things and we were one our way I found myself dosing off in the car and when we arrived at sea tac Felix woke me.
"We have arrived Bella would you like me to carry you on?" He asked
"No thank you Felix I a can walk" I stepped out of the car and Froze we were next to a Private jet I had only ever saw them on television, I heard a chuckle to my side and quickly closed my mouth I went to grab my bags to find Felix already had them.
"Come on Bella let's get you situated" I nodded and moved forward, Alec was already sitting in one of the four sets of seats each set was four seats with a table between the two. There was a door at the far end and another to the side of it towards the cockpit was a small kitchenette with a microwave fridge and coffee machine along with two cupboards.
"Come sit with me Bella Felix will be flying the plane with Demetri." Alec stated he stood as I had entered and I smiled before moving to sit with him, Felix went and placed my bags through the door at the end Alec saw me looking "That's a bedroom it's a long flight so you may need to lie down." I laughed as Jane sat down.
"Sorry it's just for vampires you…" I didn't know how to finish that sentence.
"We were all human once Bella and although we may not remember being human well we do know what humans need add that to the fact we do have humans working for us." Alec explained
"About that how does it work, He told me that you just kill them when they outlive their usefulness" Jane giggled.
"No if they don't get turned or sometime accidently killed they meet with Elana she has the ability to remove memories and implant false ones, although it doesn't work well on vampires because of our perfect recall we can tell when a memory is missing or a false one is there."
"So Gianna?" I asked
"Probably turned she is good at her job and handles everything extreamly well much better than the last secretary" Alec explained.
"What happened?" I saw them both smile.
"Her name was Sarah my god was she dense, she discovered vampires the same most in our employee do by witnessing a feeding or some other form of exposure, some we have to kill if they are too much of a risk its unavoidable others Elana deals with and then you have ones that want to know more that want to become like us. Sarah wanted to be like us I think she romanticised it way to much read too much Bram stoker and Ann Rice if you ask me. She annoyed everyone I was sure someone was going to kill her." I could see the humour on their faces; I felt the jolt of the plane taking off surprised that I hadn't actually felt it move the engine had been running when I got on the plane.
"Do you remember when she called Caius Casey." Jane said laughing I almost chocked having taken a sip of the bottled water Jane had handed me when she sat down.
"Yes, Aro found it hilarious, and Caius almost made the girl shit herself when he growled and leapt at her explaining from then on to refer to them as Master if she couldn't get their names right." Alec explained, "But the best moment was the one where she walked in after they were done feeding she freaked out so badly I thought she would have a stroke Aro called for Elana immediately."
"I remember the feeding" I shivered and they both laughed "What?"
"That was an act the little girl with the rosary the old lady that stared at you locals the throne room is sound proof so if there was screaming you wouldn't have heard it yet you did."
"Sound system?" I asked and they nodded "but why?"
"All part of the we are evil and heartless act we portray, plus if every tour that went to volterra went missing someone would grow suspicious, no Heidi is still our fisher but she travels the world collecting the dregs of society those who won't be missed or deserve to die as we feed from humans we only need to feed once a month sometimes six weeks." I nodded for him to continue "I won't lie not all our victims are bad or evil some are simply in a bad situation or in the wrong place but we do our best and there are no children we keep them down in the dungeons until it's time to feed no one is down there more than a few months and they are well fed and in relative comfort." It was hard to believe but I could see the look in their eyes they wanted me to understand they didn't want me to call them monsters.
"It sounds like you do the best you can," Alec basically sighed in relief and Jane gave my hand a squeeze.
"So do you have any more questions?" Jane asked
"what will we do about the rest of the Cullen's they don't deserve to lied to or controlled by the two wonder fucks" they all chuckled and I heard Felix and Demetri laugh from the cockpit
"Oh I love that" Felix said as he appeared Felix was so large that he had to bend his head he quickly sat down so he didn't look so ridiculous. "and you are correct and I promise they won't have to be for much longer I know Aro was furious when you told him what was happening he knew Edward was hiding something he thought it was something about you. We'll have to get through the redhead's trial first so currently we'll have to play it by ear but don't worry Bella everything will work out in the end."
"One more thing, Carlisle lived with you guys for a time wouldn't he know about you not being evil?" I asked Felix chuckled
"Carlisle lived with us in the seventeen hundreds it was a different time we had to act a certain way, to protect ourselves, there were more challenges then more dangers in both our world and the human not to mention children of the moon were still a big issue." He explained "If Carlisle spoke to others from the nineteen hundreds about his time back then they would see our actions as evil but tell me did Carlisle ever call us evil?" I shook my head
"Erm, no only Edward ever said that you were evil" I bit my lip "in fact when Carlisle spoke about his time with you he spoke fondly in fact…" I looked away thinking.
"What is it Bella?" Felix asked
"He told me that he visited regualary until he turned Edward he then got this look before saying that he couldn't think of a reason why he hadn't visited you in so long and then Edward came in he said he needed to speak with Carlisle and then we went up to his room. I asked Edward but he just told me that on Carlisle last visit something had happened he didn't like to talk abut and that he could no longer stand your evil ways it didn't make sense and then…" I bit my lip harder
"then what Bella?" Alec pushed
"I think we kissed his face was so close to mine and his scent was all around me…" Felix growled then I looked up confused.
"He used his lure on you, he dazzled you basically it's something all vampires can do and even your shield wouldn't be able to protect you it basically stuns you for a few moments, It would have made it easy to distract you from questioning what he told you." I felt tears fill my eyes a feeling came over me I felt violated. "Bella" Felix reached across and took my hand
"There were times when he did that that…" I swallowed hard "When we were being physical I remember being unsure saying no and then the next moment he was there in my face and we would do what he wanted." Jane squeezed my hand and they were all growling lowly.
"Bella how far did he take it?" Felix quizzed
"We didn't go all the way but he would touch me and…" I suddenly felt sick as I viewed our relationship with new light "oh god" tears fell from my eyes suddenly I was not in my seat I was in Felix's arms he was growling softly.
"it's ok Bella you don't have to say anything more your safe with us no one will hurt you in that way again." Eventually Felix helped me calm down my eyes began to droop as the emotional revelation caught up to me with Felix's soft growl my body relaxed and before sleep finally took me I heard Felix speak "that it little sister your safe with us"
Authors Note End of Chapter one hope you all enjoyed I know very OOC but this story has been on my mind a while.
Jane: So lily when can we kill Edward
Lily: not yet
Jane:I could make you do it faster.
Lily: I could make you mated to him.
Jane: You wouldn't dare
Lily: Try me now Tell the readers what they need to know.
Jane: Fine SM owns all the characters original to twilight. Lily is only playing with them for a while . Am I done?
Lily: Yes thank you Jane now go away I need to write the next chapter.
Jasper appears: Will I be in the next chapter Darlin'
Lily: maybe Jasper, see you all next time.