Tara drove around Charming for hours, trying to decide what to do. She had given up everything for Jax only to find him in Diosa with some whore. Tara contemplated calling Patterson and making a deal that would give her and her boys their freedom. She thought about running away but decided that she wanted to leave Charming on her on accord not running all her life. So she drove to the hospital to talk to Margaret. Tara walked in and sat down, Margaret was happy to see her but still very scared from the last foiled plan.
Tara: what if I could beat the case, do I have a chance at getting my license back and practicing somewhere else.
Margaret: There is a possibility but that would take a lot of time and someone would have to take a chance on you and the medical board would have to approve it. I just don't see me being able to hire you back.
Tara: I know but can you check into this for me, Do you know anyone crazy enough to give me that kind of a chance?
Margaret: Tara your not going to run are you. I have a close friend in Oregon he runs a children's clinic, he owes me a favor. I could give him a call. Tara I have to know you are serious this time, we have been her before. I need to know these charges will be cleared.
Tara: Thanks, make the call. I will get back to you.
Tara walked in the house, to find Jax sitting on the bed with his bag. Jax looked up at her but didn't say anything. Tara sat down on the floor with tears in her eyes.
Tara: Jax, I'm sorry for what I did, I love you, I love everything about you but I can't do this anymore. I love the boys too much to continue to stay in this cycle of violence. I don't want them to turn into what you have turn into. I have tried to see what you see, but all I see is the lies, violence, and how it has changed you. You promised me you were going to get them out, to break the cycle. I see the struggle in you, your confliction every day. I am losing myself, we are lost, I fear we are becoming the two people we hated the most. I have sacrificed everything for you, I cry daily, and you well you sleep with whores and porn stars. Its okay, I give up, you can have the girls, the club and whatever else you want. All I ask is for my boys, I ask for the chance to give them a choice at the life they want to choose, a childhood either of us never had filled with parks, baseball games, reading at night. I need you to do whatever it is that you do and get me clear of these charges. Margaret may have a way to get my license back. I need you to let me and the boys go. I want to go to Oregon and I could stay in your grandfather's house and the boys and I could start over. You, Gemma, the club would know where we were and could visit anytime, I just can't do this anymore. I don't want to hurt and I am tired of you hurting me. Please Jax, you owe me this.
Jax: I never forced my life on you, you came back to me, you are a part of me, you always have been. I understand why you did what you did, I am just sorry being with me took you to that place. I love you and the boys more than anything in this world, everything I do is for my boys. I never meant to hurt you, and I am sorry I have. Please Tara, let me make this right, your place is with me, I can take care of us. I am sorry.
Tara: then leave, come with me, let's start over
Jax: Tara you know, I can't and why
Tara: Here we are in the same place we were when we were 19 but this time we have two precious little boys to think about.
Jax: is that what you really want?
Tara: Yes it is
Jax: Just give me a chance, let me fix this with the case and then we can talk about everything else. Tara please
Tara: Okay
Tara and Jax spent the night talking about all the things, they had done to each other. All the secrets all the lies and what they wanted to learn, where they saw their lives in ten years. Jax agreed to fix the case and let Tara move to Oregon into his grandfather's home. There Tara and the boys were still close but far enough not to be affected by the violence. Tara could monitor Jax's grandfather and get a fresh start. Tara agreed that let the move be temporary, to allow Jax to turn the club around, not to divorce Jax and move back once Jax got everything in order. Tara and Jax both knew they loved each other and honestly couldn't see being happy without the other. Jax lay awake that night thinking of a plan to set Tara free of the charges, a plan that would also give the cops someone to blame for the guns and keep his club in tack.
The next day Jax met with the guys, Unser and surprisingly Loman to come up with a plan that would get the charge dismissed for Tara. Jax made the guys keep all of this between them and nothing would be told to Gemma or Nero. On top of a plan to kill clay and Galen, they would break Clay out of prison as planned for Galen. Then double cross Galen and Clay killing them both with of Tru IRA Conner Malone. Before this can happen Jax, Unser and the guys come up with a plan to destroy the evidence against Tara and change witness testimony. Jax forces Sheriff Eli to help as Jax has Juice make up a tape of him asking Jax to help him bring his wife murderer to justice and he would give him the RICO informant that was giving away SAMCRO secrets. Juice was more than willing to help to get back in good with the club. With all in place Loman is able to find the judge presiding over Tara court hearing. Jax used some of the Diosa girls to ensure that the Judge would declare a miss trial and move trial date up before the club was schedule to break Clay out of prison. The following week everything came into play. Sheriff Elie was successful and getting all the evidence against Tara to Jax in turn for the tape implicating him. Together Jax and Sheriff Eli destroyed the tape, the cross used to kill the nurse, the medical order forms that Tara had filled out, the prison log of Otto seeing Tara, and testimony from the guards. Jax had already enlisted August Marks to pay off guards to change their stories just in case. True to his word the Judge moved the case up fearing a tape of him having sex with two prostitutes would surface. The day of the trial Loman and Tara new attorney came together in the court room. ADA Patterson scrambled as she was at a lost and livid for how the evidence disappeared, she called Sheriff Eli multiple times, who made his secretary tell her he was in a meeting with the mayor forcing her to ask the Judge for more time as well as to open an investigation into who could have taken all the case documents. The judge was not hearing it and declared a mistrial and apologized on behalf of the state. With that Tara was free, Tara begin to cry because she never imagine Jax would be able to pull it off. She felt even guiltier for not turning to Jax in the first place. Jax was able to get the Judge, Eli and prison staff to write letter in Tara's defense to the medical board. Those letter along with letter from Magaret and other Doctor's the medical board decided to reinstate Tara's doctor license provisionally under certain conditions. Tara didn't care she was back practicing medicine and felt like a little part of herself was coming back.
Days later after the trial and medical board meeting Tara thanked Jax for all he had done and again apologized for lying and hurting him. Jax feeling like a part of that was his doing begin to tell Tara his plan for clay and to ends SAMCRO with guns.
Jax: Babe everything is going to be okay now, we can start over fresh. We can be a family, you don't have to leave.
Tara: I wish it was that simple, but the truth is we have a long way to go, the provision of license is that I work under Dr. Molten in Oregon, plus this thing with the club will not be easy and you know that. I cant stand to see any more bloodshed. That doesn't mean I want a divorce but I need time without Gemma's interference. But with me being away I don't expect you to comply with our marriage, it seems hard enough for you to do when I am here.
Jax: I guess I deserve that, I just want a chance. Abel doctors are here, the school you like is here, just give me time to make this right.
Tara: how about I and the kids go to Oregon now and I start working. I will keep Abel enrolled in the school here and if by the end of summer things have changed I promise we will come back. I won't change any of the kid's doctors or the school I want Abel to go to. I just need a break from all this a break from the sadness, your mom, the stigma that is following because of what happen at the jail.
With sadness Jax says he understands, as Tara begins to pack her and the kids bags. Jax looks up and asks Tara not to take all the stuff, it would make the house feel empty.
