I wipe your blood from my hands
And drop the sword to the ground
I listen closely to the beating of my heart
But without you there is no sound
I cover my face and cry for you
Hating what I had done
But at the same time knowing
That my actions saved everyone
I lay in bed at night
Dreaming of your cold touch
I never thought that it was possible
To miss someone so much
I pretend to be alright
I pretend to be sane
I pretend to not regret
The day that you were slain
I miss the way you kissed me
I miss the way you care
I long for your shy smile
And your spiked up hair
I hope that you'll forgive me
For it was the only thing I could do
You must know that I'm sorry
That I killed you