A/n: My first fan-fiction ever. And it's about one of my favorite characters; Jade. I swear I have to stop staying at my grandma's house. My little cousin has into just about ever nick show out there. But I love Victorious. Even more than iCarly. And Beck and Jade are the best. They're not your typical couple and I love ever moment of them, this might turn into a Beck story later.
Disclaimer: I own nothing 'cept this fic.
…I'm a liar…
I keep up a strong front.
Popularity; None. I lose a that game.
But I make sure now keep u my reputation. I'm rude mean and couldn't care less about what I do to others. They don't matter in my life. I'm a soldier fight in a one man war, and I like it that way.
I keep my standard high and that's what keeps people away. I don't waste my time with just anyone.
Except Beck. I wear the pants in the relationship.
That's also a lie.
Beck is my weakness the person who keeps sane. I'm jello when it comes to him. With him I'm like silly putty; except less gross. He can make me do almost anything. And I hate/love it.
With him I don't have to lie to myself and say I don't care what other people think, because with him I really don't.
I don't have to fight a one man war because with him I'm at peace. There's no one else I feel more peaceful with.
With Beck I don't feel like a loser. Because he's right there with me; freakin' out and making me laugh. With Beck I don't feel like an outside trying to peek through the shattered window, because I'm an insider.
With him I can be the real me. The girl I lose with all the lies. My disguise is what's lost with him, and I don't think I ever want to find it.
I'm not a girl who doesn't care what others think. I don't not want friends. I most definitely not strong.
I'm nothing but a weak powerless child, who has everyone fooled. I can't trust no matter how hard I try. I do want friends. I don't lie fighting this one man war.
But you wouldn't know that, because I'm nothing but…
…A liar
A/n: Short? Yes, But I hope you liked it anyway. So like I said at the biggining this is my very first fiction. So if there are any mistakes please tell me, I want to get better at this. Tell what you liked whhat you didnt like, just...
...Please review.