What Was Lost

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Author's Note: Just watched the Grey's Anatomy premiere; Meredith didn't tell Derek. So mad! lol


I couldn't breathe. I never imagined this would happen to me. Is it bad for me to wish it on someone else?

Yes.

But I do. It hurts so much. I never thought pain could feel like this. My heart…I can't even say my heart. It's been broken into pieces and I don't know if it will ever be whole again.

I wasn't even aware; how can something I didn't know about, be gone and be missed so much?

How can I explain to him the most important thing he's ever wanted is now gone?

"Love? Thank Merlin, you're awake."

I saw him walk into the infirmary. He looks relieved to see me alive.

I don't want to break his heart though.

He holds my hand in a strong grip, silently begging me to never leave him.

"What's wrong? You should be happy; Voldemort is gone. We don't have to hide anymore."

I should be happy; I never did like keeping secrets from my friends.

I look into his beautiful face and start to cry.

"Harry…what's wrong?"

He gently wiped my tears away. He's never going to forgive me.

"I lost our baby," I whispered.

~fin


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