A/N: This Austin and Ally story begins from the last episode of season one Albums & Auditions when Austin, Dez and Trish find out that MUNY (music university of New York) that they helped Ally get accepted into in actually in New York not in Miami. Auslly story!
This is my first ever FanFiction story so let's hope all goes well
I don't own Austin&Ally any characters from the show any similar story lines (trust me it's not going to be any of the same stories in the least just a spin off on episode if things might have turned out differently) I don't own any lines taken from the show (I'm only going to use lines from the show in this one chapter)
Chapter 1 – I Don't Regret Anything
-{Ally}-
"Ally, I can't believe your gonna drive to New York for school every day, that's like twelve hundred miles!" I looked at Dez in disbelief my mouth formed a perfect o. Dez wasn't as bright as his fiery hair. But even with his hideous money pants and bright purple dolphin shirt I knew I was going to miss his quirky view on life.
"No Dez, she's moving to New York" Austin explained, the disappointment and sadness was evident in her best friend's voice. I'm going to miss him the most. Sure Trish has been my best friend for years, but there's something about not being able to see that blonde boy with his wild rock star dreams, irrational fear of umbrellas and worrying extreme love of pancakes, everyday that makes my heart ache. Thinking about not being with him makes me not what to go.
"Guys this is really hard for me." The worlds trembled from my lips, to the 3 sets of sad puppy dog eyes before me. I look at them and it feels like I had taken a group of 8 year olds to Disneyland but tore them away as soon as we got to the gate. "But I can't pass up this opportunity. I can't give up on my dream" I finished.
-{Austin}-
...but I can't give up on my dream" Ally finished she looked defeated. I know this is her dream but I don't know how would wake up in the morning knowing that I won't be able to look into those deep chocolaty eyes, or hear the laugh that makes my heart melt or sit next to her at the piano and blush when ever our hands briefly touch. I'm going to miss her touch. I'm can't do any of this without her who's gonna write my songs?
"Do you feel this way too Austin?" Ally questions me tearing me back into reality
"I just can't believe, you're really, going." I said sincerely looking into her big brown eyes the worry and hurt expressed on her face, it breaks my heart. "I mean our music career is just getting started" I added quickly. It's not the time or place for her to know the way she makes me feel.
"Don't you guys understand how important this is to me?" Ally said looking at me then turning to Dez and Trish you could feel the hurt in her beautiful voice.
Ally stormed out of the practice room slamming the wooden door behind her a guitar crashed to the floor making Dez, Trish and I cringe. If I was in a movie this is where the sad music plays and the three of us feel guilty for making our best friend feel this way and stare at our shoes and feel sorry for ourselves. But this isn't a movie and the three of us went to the food court.
"Can this really be the end to team Austin" I asked breaking the awkward sober silence at our small metal table under the Miami's beating sun.
"Ally's really going away to that school!" Trish said "After all the things we've done for her... Like getting her in to that music school!" She exclaimed in an angry tone but I have known her long enough to know that she's not angry she's just upset. She doesn't want to lose her best friend. And I don't want to lose my best song writer/partner/friend/most amazingly beautiful girl in the entire world.
"Guys we have to put ourselves in Allys shoes. She's probably feeling betrayed because she has a chance at fulfilling her dreams and we're not being supportive." Dez explained shockingly he makes sense and guilt fills my veins. If i had a chance to sing in Times Square at New Years Eve, Ally would no doubt be the most supportive person in the universe. She would be by my side helping me every step of the way. And that's what I need to do I have to be there for her, this is Allys dream and god knows she deserves it she is the most talented musician I have ever met including myself.
"If you really care about Ally Dawson you need to put aside your own feelings" Dez gestured with his hands putting things aside "so we can let her sore" he turned his hands into a bird and made them fly with the word 'sore'. I had to hold back a laugh because I love the man's gestures but he was also genuine we do need to put our own selfish feelings aside so that Ally can achieve her dreams and I will be supportive, I'll be by her side whatever Ally chooses to do.
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"GIVE IT UP OF AUSTIN MOOOOON" Jimmy Sparks boomed into the microphone at my album release party. Album release. I still can't believe this is happening. But the only thing that's on my mind is this is the last night I have with Ally before she leaves for New York tomorrow morning.
Cheers and whistles ring in my ears filling my body with anticipation and excitement. I love performing it's like riding a rollercoaster and you get to the big drop and your stomach stays at the top of the drop but your body is at the bottom and your stomach catches up and you're speeding upside down, terrifying yet amazing at the same time. I feel the same whenever I see Ally. The cheering crowd puts a smile on my face, I still can't get over the fact that this many people what to hear me, Austin Moon sing.
"Hey everybody thanks for coming. Tonight was supposed to be about me, but it's also kinda also a going away party for my songwriter and best friend Ally" I look over at Ally smiling, she let out a surprised gush in a stunning silver one sleeved dress, i can't remember a time where she ever looked so beautiful. "Congratulations Ally. Me, Trish and Dez put this video together to give you something to remember us by, hope you like it"
-{Ally}-
I smiled at Austin. I can't believe Austin has shared this night with me, this is his night. Austin is the sweetest guy I have ever met; I can't believe I have to leave. A video played behind Austin's blond head, his eyes were sparkling as his hand easily moved along the guitars strings it looked so natural as if he had been born with it. He sang a slowed down acoustic version of Without You an earlier song I wrote about Austin. It sounded so sweet it was sugar to the ears, he sounded too good to be true, heavenly. - Did I die and go to heaven? –
The video was obviously a Dez creation. A silent montage of Austin, Dez and Trish holding up We will miss you Ally signs and mucking around, Me and Austin off track and laughing at the piano, all of us wearing a few of Trish's many ex uniform hats, dancing with Austin, all four of us just having a good time. I tried to hold back the tears watching my friends on the screen, remembering everything I'm going to miss. Austin's voice entering my ears and making me feel all tingly. I couldn't hold it any longer as a single tear rolled down my face. I quickly wiped it away as Austin finished his touching performance.
"I'm sorry for not being supportive of you Ally, when something so amazing is happening in your life, I'm always going to be there for you" Austin said looking directly into my eyes with his own hazel ones from the stage. "I'm really gonna miss you"
"Me too Ally, and I'm sorry too. Dez made me realise that I was just upset about you leaving" Trish added.
"Dez made you realise something?" I asked in disbelief
"I know right! I sad about losing you but I am super excited for you too." I was defiantly miss my Trish, her dark curly hair, her eccentric dress style, her feisty attitude, and insane loyalty. She's the best, best friend anyone could ask for.
"You won't lose me Trish. Or you Dez or Austin. I'm still going to write your songs and be your friend i just won't see you every day." I sad with a lump in my throat. I swallowed back my tears and plastered on a smile. I have to stay strong.
-{Austin}-
...I just won't see you everyday" My heart sank. A little piece of me really thought that seeing the video would make her stay. Yeah we will still be friends and she will still be my songwriter but it won't be the same. I won't be able to hold her close and breathe in her strawberry scented shampoo, or tease her about song book and chase her around the practice room. Who's going to replace her at Sonic Boom? Someone might be able to replace her at work but no one will replace her in my heart, and she will never know.
/
"Wow that was some party!" Ally exclaimed examining the almost empty room.
We were the only ones left besides the cleaners. I glanced at the clock glowing 2:13. I pulled Ally in for a hug, it wasn't awkward, we do it all the time being best friends but I have always wondered what it would be like to kiss her pink lips. I settled for her forehead.
"I'm gonna miss you Als. The one thing I regret about tonight is that I didn't get to spend more time with you." I looked down into her big brown eyes.
"My plane doesn't leave for another 12 hours, come with me I finished the Good Bye Song"*
-{Ally}-
Sitting on the piano seat in the practice room of Sonic Boom at 2:30 in the morning I watch as Austin enters hiding something behind his back.
"I was going to wait until we got to the airport before I gave you this but here" Austin says shoving a wrapped present into my small hands.
I carefully tore open the beautiful metallic red wrapping paper with a red ribbon around it obviously his mother wrapped it but it was sweet of him. I tore of the red paper to see a small jewellery box I carefully snapped open the box to reveal a beautiful pendent. A small Treble Clef on a sliver chain. It was perfect.
"It's to remind you of me, when you're so far away." Austin explained as he helped clasp the necklace on my neck "To remind you I am always there when you need me."
I looked into his eyes his hands still hovering around my neck although he was finished I placed my hand on the pendent knowing it's never going to leave this spot. Austin's hands gently moved his hands to my waist. It felt weird. Not in a bad way it felt good and right like I should be there all the time. Austin's hands quickly dropped from my waist
"Because we're best friends err. Yeah. Best friends" He quickly added my heart sank.
"Err. So the song um here goes" I said nervously.
My fingers reach for the piano keys. My arm brushes against Austin's our hands touch briefly, I can feel my cheeks burning. Suddenly Austin grabs my hand and pulls me close. I wrap my arms around his neck and bury my head into his chest I can feel his muscles against my soft cheek. I can breathe in Austin, a mixed scent of mint and lynx deodorant. He smelt so good I can't hold it any longer and I can feel hot tears waterfall from my eyes, I try to stay quiet but I let out a sob. I feel Austin's arms around my waist pull me closer. I look up at Austin his hazel eyes memorise me his smile warms my heart.
I feel Austin's lips on mine. I was shocked. He was kissing me. Like really kissing me. What surprised me the most was that I was kissing him back. I relaxed my body and ran with the movement. Our tongues explored each other's mouths. It felt natural. Why had we never done this before? My hands ran up and down Austin's muscled back. I felt his abs; it felt so right under my fingers. I felt his large hands on the small of my back sending shivers up my spine. My shirt was gone. So was his. The kisses became more intense. He kissed me all over as we lay on the floor of the practise room. I felt his lips press against my neck and my bare breasts.
That night Austin gave me a necklace then we gave each other something we will never get back. And you know what. I don't regret a thing. How can I ever leave him? Maybe I won't.
*A/N; The Good Bye Song is the song Ally wrote to say she was moving to New York the original goes like this I'm leaving for school I'm going far away Your career is just about to start and I'm so sad I have to depart Who knows how long I will be gone I'm so sad I can barely speak Gonna miss you Austin, Dez and Trish I'm leaving for New York in a week {I was going to rewrite this but it turns out I didn't need to get to where I was going so yeah here's the lyrics anyway}
Thanks for reading I have planned out more chapters and hope to add a new chapter each week (its summer holidays here in New Zealand so it's very possible to keep to that goal) Feel free to review any feedback welcome (but it is my first fanfic so be nice J)