Disclaimer: I don't own Phantom Stallion no matter how many times I wish that I do.

This is my second fanfic and first fanfic for Phantom Stallion. Right now it's a one shot but if you want it to be more than that let me know. I always like to hear if people like my stories and to get critique.

Secret Love

Dear Diary,

I don't know what to do! I see Jake at school everyday and when he comes here to work with the horses and it keeps getting harder to act normally around him. I finally realized that I like him as more than a friend but he still thinks of me as a pest. When I'm around him it's hard to be myself because I don't want him to get angry and not talk to me. It also would be horrible if he found out I like him and he doesn't feel the same way, which he doesn't, and then avoids me altogether.

Lately we haven't been hanging out as much as we used to. I'm afraid we're drifting apart and next year will be even worse when he leaves for college. I wish Jake would give some indication that he liked me. I can't stop thinking about him and how hot he is. His tan skin and six pack glistening with sweat as he works when it gets to hot outside to leave his shirt on, ah!! I have to stop thinking about his body and long dark flowing hair. OK that's it I need some air and a long talk with Jen.

-Sam

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Dear Journal,

Every time I write dear journal I feel so weird. I'm a man now I shouldn't still keep a journal but it helps me relax so I guess it's ok, as long as my brothers never find it. To get right to the point, lately I can't get Sam off my mind. I don't know when it happened but now she's a woman. I remember when she was born and I thought she was cute but as she got older I just thought she was annoying, which is why I call her Brat. We haven't been riding or hanging out together very much lately and I feel bad about it. Whenever she asks to do something together I say I'm busy, I hope she doesn't think I'm mad at her. The reason is that whenever I'm around her I don't know how to act. It's all I can do to keep myself from pulling her to me and kissing her. She doesn't even realize the things that she does that drive me crazy. Sometimes I think she does know and is just taunting me.

I feel terrible when I have less than pure thoughts about Sam. We've been friends almost our entire lives and she thinks of me as an older brother. It's like I'm violating her trust, her fathers trust. I wish she liked me too. I guess I'll just have to leave it be, there's nothing I can do to make her like me.

Jake

A/N: While I was writing Jakes part I wanted to yell at him and tell him that Sam liked him and he should do something about it. Please review and tell me what you think, and if I should make this more than a one shot. I'm mad at fanfiction it won't let me indent my paragraphs so yes I'm aware of it and angry about it. Thanks