-1Summary: The tables have turned and the heart of a miko is tainted. This is how a young and naïve little school girl becomes the most feared enemy. The song is called 'Love is pain' by Amanda Perez.
Three months… for three god damned long months, I have been trapped in this hell hole. On that day Naraku the god-damned half breed had decided to pay us a personal visit, and unlike the other times, InuYasha couldn't defeat him. Kikyo had decided to join us after Inu-shit had decided to offer her a spot on our team. Which leads me to the point as to how I got trapped here.
(Flashback)
/Why
is love so much pain ? /To know someone i gave my heart to
Sitting on the roof starring at the stars
Thinking to myself how could i have fell for someone so hard
When
all i was told was lies
Now that i think about it ,it makes me
cry/
Just tore my
heart apart
A love that is endless
Why did this love have to
start
Feeling the love i have for you
Just rushes through my
veins
Why does love have to be so much pain/
"Now InuYasha, who do you love more? The remaining husk of what once lived, or the living embodiment of what once was?" said Naraku as he held Kikyo infront of him my the throat.
The mutt couldn't decide. First he looked at me, blood stained sailor fuku which classified me as a whore in sengoku jidai, or the untouched reincarnation of Midoroku. He walked over to me and pulled me up by pulling my hair, with one great toss and with quite some hair loss. I screamed and covered my head with my hands, I did not cry nor did I scream knowing farewell that this would be the outcome.
/Memories
no one can take away /To know someone i gave my
heart to
The pain that i feel each and everyday
And
it is going to be hard ,but i will pull myself through
Or else
I'll never get over loving you/
Just tore my heart apart
A love that is endless
Why
did this love have to start
Feeling the love i have for you
Just
rushes through my veins
Why does love have to be so much pain/
With a triumphant laugh, Naraku dropped Kikyo and walked over to me with such ease. He picked me up and slung me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. As he turned to return to his castle, I watched as not only InuYasha but also all of them run to Kikyos side to see if she was alright. Even the one I thought of as a son was crying for her sake.
/So
much pain . .. /To know someone i gave
my heart to
So many nights so many tears i've cried (cried)
No
one to be by my side
Stuck with misery and pain you are the one to
blame
Cause it hurts to know …/
Just tore my heart apart
A love that is
endless
Why did this love have to start
Feeling the love i have
for you
Just rushes through my veins
Why does love have to be
so much pain/
From that moment on I knew that I was nothing more than an unwanted object. They had traded her in, after all she's done and this is how they repay her. She starred at them with nothing in her heart, her mind was blank and the only thing that still moved within her was the shackled down beast that roared in anger. The name that she had given this demonic being that fed on hatred, lust, sorrow, pain, blood and death was called Fury.
/(Why
does love have to be so much pain)
So much pain (so much pain)
Oh
so much pain/
(End Flashback)
For the remainder of those three months I've been locked up down here. Shackles on my wrists, neck and ankles. All I could do was sit and go insane, plus I was only fed very little. My spirit, my hope, even my heart they were all broken. I haven't seen a speck of daylight since.
TBC
BlackFire-Please continue reading and reply cause in the next chapter Kanna plays a main role. The ending maybe either Yuri or a really twisted sacrifice. Anyway R&R.
