Disclaimer: hey guys I don't own anything at all so I hope you enjoy I did this because Damon never really has someone to love him and I guess this is a big change
Chapter 1 new feelings
Damon pov.
It just hurts so much is it that impossible for someone to love me claim me as their own am I suppose to be alone forever. It feels like I got rejected by the same bloody woman all over again, first by Katherine and now Elena that bloody hell.
"Its Stephan it's always going to be Stephan" that line has been going through my head all damn night and what's worse I hurt Jeremy. Maybe I do deserve to be alone im never going to find love so why bother trying cause everyone is always going to chose Stephan.
Here comes Stephan with that annoying voice of sympathy" Damon you ok" he said.
"Im sitting here drinking vodka and drowning in my sorrow im ecstatic" I groaned,
"I know your hurting and im sorry but you will find the right person someday someone to claim as yours" he said.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah im going to the grill don't wait up" I said while grabbing my jacket and heading out the door. I walked in and sat down at the bar and one of the waiter's came up to me
"What would it be". "Can I have a martini?" I said
"Get out of my way Gilbert" I know that annoying voice I turned around to see Tyler Lockwood pushing Jeremy.
"Fuck off Lockwood" Jeremy said for someone reason I had the urge to protect Jeremy his small fragile body could easily be broken. So I walked over their and before Tyler could launch at Jeremy I grabbed his arm and swung it behind his neck.
"What the fuck man get off of me" he yelled
"Are you going to hurt Jeremy" I asked
"That's kind of the point" he yelled in pain. "Now you see that wouldn't be very wise because I can easily remove your arm from your body, in less than a minute and it will be very painful for you but very funny to me" I said with a smirk.
"Fine I wont hit him" he cried I let go of his arm and was heading towards Jeremy, when Tyler tapped my shoulder and gave me a surprise punch in the face. Man this kid is dead I heard everyone gasp and some ohh's
"You think your tuff huh well show me what you got" I said.
"Damon come on lets just go" I heard Jeremy scream
"You scared ill kick his ass Gilbert" Tyler said. While launching at me with his fist in the air before he could hit me I grabbed him by the neck and flung him across the room.
"Damon stop he's not worth it come on" Jeremy screamed
"Fine let's go" I said while grabbing my jacket "sir your martini" the waiter said.
"Thanks" I grabbed my bottle and tipped the waiter grabbed Jeremy and left
"Hey you ok" I asked him
"Yeah im alright thanks for mm saving me Damon" Jeremy said.
"Your welcome" I whispered it was until we were almost at his house that's when I realized I was still holding his hand.
"Oh and Jeremy im sorry for what I did to you for when I killed you I was just upset about Elena because she chose Stephan over me" I told him.
"Its ok im alive aren't I and why would Elena not choose you over Stephan" he asked.
"Because im an evil psychotic ugly bastard that's why not to mention I don't have that charm that Stephan has" I told him.
"Damon you want to know what I see" he asked
"Sure what do you see Jeremy enlighten me" I said
"I see a sweet caring guy who just wants to be loved and not feel alone I see a guy who is sad all the time and just wants a bit of happiness".
"Jeremy" I whispered I couldn't help but blush
"Im not done I see a guy who just wants to be held and cared for and the reason he acts tuff. Is so that no one would know that he's hurting inside that's what I see" he said while lifting his hand up to caress my cheek. He started to lean in and gently placed a kiss my cheek gently
"Bye Damon he said
"Mm bye" I choked as I watched him opened the door to his house and walk inside. Wait a minute did he just kiss my cheek epppppp I squealed with a smile on my face.
Sorry guys I will update some more tomorrow I know the ending wasn't that good because it was 12:00 and my mom was rushing to get off the computer so yeah. I did this in a hurry so sorry for any errors or grammar mistakes the next chapter will be better I promise. Love you guys please review let me know if I should continue