This is my first story so I'd really love it if you guys could review it and tell me what you think about it:)
This idea has been floating around in my head for a while and I just had to write it down. I know there are a lot of stories like this one out there so I hope you'll enjoy this one as much as you enjoy the other ones!
****Italics are flashbacks****
Enjoy x
Chapter 1-The first day
"Derek it's over. I've told you a thousand times just please leave me alone. I want to move on with my life. I love you and that won't change any time soon but I need it to and the only way that will happen is if I never see you again," I said it as firmly as I could but it was hard he was the love of my life. Look at me I'm 20 and I'm already talking about love.
"But Mer please baby, I love you, I need you" Derek's eyes were red. I had to fight back the urge to hug him right there and then.
I walked away from him as fast as I could. As soon as I was out of sight I sprinted as fast as I could to my room. I didn't need the drama right now especially not in the middle of campus. As soon as I got into my room I pulled out my phone and dialled Cristina's number. She was my person, she'd know what to do and right now I needed some advice."
I read back through my diary as I debated getting up and getting ready. It was 3 in the morning. Far too early for anybody to be awake. I had to leave the house at 4:15am if I wanted to get to work on time. I was starting my intern ship at Seattle Grace hospital. The hospital my mother started her career of at, the hospital she met the love of her life at. The love of her life that she left her husband for. The man she moved to Boston to avoid. When she'd picked up our whole lives and got a job at Boston General, she invented the laparoscopic Grey Method and became famous throughout the world of surgeons. I was scared. I was very scared for my first day as an intern. I didn't know what to expect. All I knew was I wouldn't be alone. My person, Cristina Yang, would be there. She was the only person I knew but also the only person I needed to know. I wasn't planning on forging many friendships. I wouldn't have time t make friends, my first shift alone was 48 hours.
I put my diary down on my bedside table. I couldn't read any more of it, it had been 5 and a half years since I'd broke up with Derek but I still couldn't get over him. I tried. I really tried. I tried to make it work with Finn but it didn't. We didn't last longer than 3 months and to be honest I'm quite glad we didn't work out. I'd heard through the grape vine that he became a manwhore after I broke up with him. I hope Derek did better than me, I hope he found someone that loved him the way he should be loved, someone to marry and to have kids with. He'd graduated med school 6 months after I broke up with him and I hadn't seen him since.
I arrived at Seattle Grace Hospital after a short 15 minute car ride from my mothers old house. As I walked through the doors of the hospital it all seemed too familiar. I knew I'd spent every waking minute of the first 4 years of my life at this hospital but I didn't expect to remember anything. I wanted to put the past behind me. I didn't want anybody to know I was Ellis Grey's daughter. It wasn't important to me to let everyone know my miracle genes, I wanted to prove my self before I revealed who my mother was.
I made my way to the locker room were I had arranged to meet Cristina. As I walked into the locker room I automatically noticed the hustle and bustle of the place. I made my way over to where I saw Cristina standing and grabbed the locker next to hers and we started chatting away like we hadn't been apart for more than an hour. I'd really missed her in the 4 months after graduation. I called her everyday and we met up a few times but it but it felt like an age since I'd seen her.
Our conversation was interrupted by a deep voice shouting to get everyone's attention. I recognise that voice from somewhere but I couldn't place it.
Then it came to me and I realised I needed to get out of there and hide. Quick!...
Please review and let me know what you think! I hope you enjoyed it:) I've already wrote most of Chapter 2 so once I get a little bit of interest in the story I'll put it up!