Yup This Is The Adoptive Mother Of This Story. Yep So I Don't Own Twilight Sadly… Yep Have Fun Tell Me If You Like It

CHAPTER 1

the music was booming loudly and everything was a haze around me, there was some guy whispering in my ear as we were dancing I couldn't here what he was saying but I couldn't stop laughing.

I am so drunk. I thought to myself which just made me laugh even more.

This guy must've thought I was a complete idiot, but to be honest I didn't really care.

He kept putting his arms around my waist but I wasn't that drunk that I could be taken advantage of I just moved his hands off casually and every time he seemed more determined.

I was laughing to myself thinking this guy isn't getting anywhere with me tonight.

I heard someone shouting me over the music of Abbey's party.

"Bella!"

I turned around to see Abbey and my new best friend, Bambi laughing and waving me over at the edge of the crowd.

I started to walk away and the guy grabbed my hand, I just pulled away rudely. Why should I care? I remember a certain guy who didn't care about me or how I would feel about his leaving.

"Renee called" bambi shouted over the music while abbey held the phone out for me.

"** abbey she's going to here the music and everything! I told her I was studying here tonight!" I half whispered and half shouted at them while still managing to laugh.

I took the phone off her and ran outside

"hi mom" I said still whispering and laughing. Oops!

"Bella? What's going on? I thought you girls were studying?"

"we are."

"then what's all that music?" she sounded really suspicious now. "your at a party aren't you?!"

"no mom I'm studying we're just listening to music at the same time, you know multi-tasking." I said sarcastically.

"put abbey's parents on." she demanded.

"I can't. they're not here."

"Isabella Marie Swan! I want you home this instant!" she screeched down the phone.

"god mom! Make me deaf or what."

"Isabella."

"fine." I said and hung up.

"Bella!" my boyfriend, Callan shouted. "what're you doing out here babe? Your usually the life of the party."

He was stumbling toward me, great. He was drunk too. Now who was going to give me a ride home?

He threw his arms around me and I nearly collapsed under his weight.

"you're so hot." he said.

"whoa Callan your going to crush her!" I heard dale his best friend shout. He came and took him off me.

"wait! Bambi told me you were leaving, I came to say bye." callan mumbled.

"okay cal." I said and kissed him lightly on the lips.

"is that all I get. And I came all the way out here just for that." he looked so hurt it was almost funny.

Then he smiled when he saw me coming back to him. I put my hands on the back of his neck and pulled his face down to mine and full on kissed him just as I was about to pull away his arms pulled around my waist and pressed our bodies together.

I leaned up and whispered seductively in his ear "was that good enough for you?"

My arms came away from his neck but his stayed around my waist, he pulled away to look at me.

"goodnight babe." he said grinning.

I pulled out of his arms and walked away, back into the house.

"bambi!" I called.

Someone jumped on my back with their hands over my eyes.

"guess who?" bambi said.

"um Christina Aguilera?"

"hah!" she snorted and got down. "what do you need?"

"I'm going home, you want a ride?"

"I'm not going yet and you cant drive bambi. Your plastered."

"so."

"so I don't want you to crash and die or something."

"I'll drive you." a familiar voice said from behind me I turned around. Oh god. It was the creepy guy from earlier, but I needed to get home soon so I accepted.

As we were walking he put his arm round my shoulder I shrugged it off. As we got in the car he said "you know I don't have to do this."

"but you will." I stated.

He put the keys in the ignition.

"blondes are my favourite type of girl you know." he said when he parked in front of my house. I died my hair blonde when I moved back to phoenix it was part of the whole leaving the old Bella behind thing.

"that's… nice." I said. I started to get out of the car but he put his hand on my leg.

I slapped it off.

"what do you think you're doing?" I said menacingly.

"I didn't give you a ride home for free." he said.

"fine." I kissed him on the cheek. He grabbed the hair on the back of my head and kissed me roughly. I slapped him.

"eww you perve!"

I got out of the car angrily callan and dale would get him for that at school tomorrow.

"I'm Eaton by the way!" he shouted. Now callan would get him for sure.

I walked in to my mother in her dressing gown and phil standing next to her.

"Isabella Marie swan!" Renee shouted.

"Renee." Phil said calmly, "give her a chance to explain. Isabella?"

"I was at abbeys all night I swear."

" we know that but what were you doing there?" my mom shouted at me.

"studying!" I shouted back.

"while being drunk. You stink you can barely stand up! Look at you. Bella I didn't raise you to be like this."

"well I am like this mom."

"this is all because of that Edward boy isn't it. Because he moved away." that stung.

"why does everything I do have to be in reaction to him." I screamed and ran upstairs. I went straight to sleep, I was so angry how dare she!

I had nightmares again. I was chasing Edward through the familiar forests of forks. Forests I missed but didn't want to go back to. There were too many memories I wanted to forget, that I needed to forget.

***

When I got up for school the next morning I put on a baby pink tight tank top that showed two inches of my stomach, a denim mini skirt that went half way up my thighs with a studded white belt and white flat ballet slippers.

My hair I let hang loose as usual it went down to my waist.

I heard bambi pip the horn outside, "come on Bella lets go!" she shouted.

I ran downstairs, "bye mom. Bye Phil." I said as I went out the door.

Bambi pipped impatiently again.

I got in the car and she floored it.

"what are we late or something?"

"no. I just thought you might want to see cal kick Eaton's **."

"what how did cal know about last night?"

"when Eaton came back to the party he told a couple of his friends that you went all the way but I was like no way Bella wouldn't do that and cal heard but Eaton ran out before cal could do anything."

"thanks for sticking up for me b"

We were in the parking lot now and I could see Eaton high fiving some boys.

"hey Bella? Is it true? Did you cheat on cal with him?" fabienne asked me when we go out of the car pointing toward Eaton.

"of course not" bambi said.

Oh my god! He was still telling people. I found myself stomping over to him and I heard bambi and fabienne following behind me.

"Eaton!" I shouted.

When his friends noticed me they started shouting and whistling which only made me angrier he walked over and I slapped him so hard his lip was bleeding.

"you little **!" he spat at me and raised his hand to hit me.

Then cal knocked him clean off his feet in one punch. Cal was quite burly, he reminded me of my once older brother.

"don't you ever speak to my girl like that again!" he said menacingly to Eaton who was now crying like a baby on the floor!

"come on honey." I said to cal and he put his arm around my shoulders and we walked of with our posse of friends behind us.

***

The school day went quickly and when I got home I was surprised to find Charlie sat on the sofa with two suitcases in his hand.

"Charlie? What are you doing here?" I said as I hugged him.

"Bella, you're going back to forks." my mom said.