Yunie: Ok, this is my second songfic, I started writing when my internet was down. When, lemmie tell you, I've listened to "Myself" so many times now, that I'm kinda tired of the song XD.
Disclaimer:Ok, for the sake of not getting sued: I don't own the characters of Jak2, the weapons, they belong to Naughty Dog and the song "Myself" lyrics, blah blah blah, belong to Linkin Park
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"Attention citizens! be on the lookout for a young man with light hair, blue tunic, and a rabid orange RAT on his shoulder! This man is dangerous, and can turn into a dangerous MONSTER!!" The Baron's voice boomed through the city through one of his holographic announcement boxes.
A young woman pointed at Jak and screamed "AHHHH THE MONSTER!!" then she ran away screaming madly.
A nearby Krimson Guard squad stared at him.
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
"Um, Jak!" Daxter said nervously as the guards started approaching.
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Jak knew what he could do, how he always got rid of the gaurds, using his Darker Side
Daxter started to chew his finger nails nervously as the guards came closer. "JAK!!!"
Do i hide my pride/from these bad dreams
"We can get rid of them" an all too familiar voice hissed inside his head
And give in to these sad thoughts that are maddening?
Dark Jak tried to claw his way out, but Jak was resisting
Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Dark Eco sparked from Jak's body.
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Why are you resisting me? We can kill them all
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin, I make the right moves but I'm lost within
"JAK!!!!!!!" the little ottsel's screams brought Jak back to reality. The guards were zeroing in.
I put on my daily facade but then
Jak pulled out the Vulcan Fury and started firing at the guards.
I just end up getting hurt again by myself Myself
The squad fell and Jak started to run.
I ask why. But in my mind i find I can't rely on myself
KG vehicles started to chase them and try to shoot them down.
I can't hold on
Dark Jak clawed at him from the inside
to what i want when I'm stretched so thin
Jak ran down the twisted streets of Haven, guards hot on his heels
It's all too much to take in
"Come on, kill them, let me wipe them out" the voice hissed
I can't hold on
"No." Jak thought back "I won't let you"
to anything watching everything spin
"not this time"
With thoughts of failure sinking in
Jak ran down an alleyway and hit a dead end
If i turn my back I'm defenseless
"now's the time"
and to go blindly seems senseless
Daxter whimpered in fear
If I hide my pride and let it all go on/ they'll take from me till everything is gone
Jak turned around, the KGs were coming around the corner
If I let them go I'll be outdone
Jak looked around franticly, "there's no where to run" the hiss echoed in his head
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun.
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer, then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
"He's right...but this killing...it's WRONG.. " Jak thought
by Myself
"I don't like it..."
"How do you think, I've lost so much"
Jak fell to his knees, breathing heavily
"I'm so afraid, out of touch"
The voice haunted in his head
"How do you expect, I will know what to do....When all I know,"
Jak's eyes went wide
" Is what you tell me to."
"LIAR!!" Jak yelled
"You know its true"
The darkness filled Jak's eyes
Don't you know
Claws grew from his fingertips, his skin turned pale
I can't tell you how to make it go
horns grew from his white hair
No matter what I do, how hard I try
"WHAT IS THAT THING?!?!" the KGs yelled raising there guns at him
I can't seem to convince myself why
The KGs started to shoot at Dark Jak
I'm stuck on the outside
DJ dodged the bullets easily
I can't hold on
He slashed his claws through one of the guards
to what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all to much to take in
DJ dashed through all of the gaurds with ease and started running, slashing through any civilians in his way
I can't hold on
He clutched his head and Jak turned back to normal
to anything watching everything spin
Jak spotted a bridge and ran under it, waiting for the alarms to go off.
with thoughts of failure sinking in.