Disclaimer: Wonderful Stephenie Meyer is an owner of Twilight. I just love it.

After Cullens left, Bella goes to the meadow. We know what happened there. But what if the wolves were too late? What if Bella was granted her immortality in a twisted way? What if Bella did not turn up all sweet and innocent? What if she become bitter and ruled by anger? Is there a hope for her and Edward? I know that this story was done a zillion times before, but I hope my version is different. I hope that you will like it.

„Mouth-watering" and with that he bit me. I welcomed death with open arms. I've been hurt so much, that i was barely a shell. I was practically living dead. He took my heart, my soul, my everything. I was empty without my love. But death was not kind enough to take me.

I could feel Laurent being pulled off of me. It was when the fire took hold of my body. Out of the corner of my eye I could just about to see four giant beasts exiting the meadow. Wait a minute. They were giant wolves. And then I remembered the legends. Quileute's turned into giant wolves? Then I could feel a set of hot arms encircling me.

"Bells? Bells, can you hear me? Tell me that you are not dead." I could hear him pleading.

"Jake?" I managed to say.

"Oh Bella. I'm so sorry. I was not here in time. It's my fault." He hanged his head.

"Jake... wolves... you... legends... true? A-are we enemies n-now?" I spluttered out.

He just nods his head.

"Yes. But as alpha of the pack you are safe till you change. I ordered them not to kill you. But after you change..."

"I'm on my own." He just nodded again.

"I'll take you somewhere safe, where no one can hear you. I will stay with you till you become..." he didn't finish his sentence.

After that I knew no more. Pain, burn and darkness took over. They pulled me under.

I don't know how long I've been burning. It seemed like eternity. Finally the fire started to retreat from my extremities but it suddenly picked up in my chest. My heart began to sound like a jet engine in full thrust. I honestly thought that it will rip itself out. Then it stuttered, the pain grew even stronger, and mu heart gave out three more weak beats. That was it. I was dead. I was a vampire.

I opened my eyes. Everything was so clear, so beautiful. I looked around. I was in some sort of cave. I could see every minute detail. Tiny specs of water were twinkling in the silver moonlight. Crystal like growths were reflecting the light into tiny, faint rainbows. I was sure that only my vampire eyes allowed me to see this phenomenon.

Then I could suddenly smell it. The awful stench of wet dog. Was it Jake? But where was he? Oh, I remembered. He said he would leave. Mortal enemies thing, I get it. I looked around again. It was when I spotted the item out of place. Surely a plastic bag was not supposed to be in here. I walked over. There on the top of it was a letter.

To Bella.

I know it must be difficult for you. I know that you are gonna be confused. I couldn't stay any longer. I would never live with myself if I had to kill you. You need to remember that after you awake, you must stay out of my land. You are my mortal enemy now. As much as I hate it, it's true. I love you Bells, you will always be my friend, in a way. Oh, I thought you may want some clean clothes. Here they are. Oh, and please, be safe, and don't hunt here. Because then I won't be able to stop my brothers from killing you.

Jake.

I dropped the letter. So I was truly alone. I looked at the clothes in the bag. How did he know? There it was my favourite jeans, tank top and button up flannel blue shirt. There was a backpack there too with some more clothes. I quickly scanned myself. I was truly miserable sight. I was covered in blood, presumably my own, mud and on top of that I was soaked. With my new eyes I did not have any trouble seeing in the dark whatsoever. Everything just had new, rich colours, mostly purples, blues and deep crimson hues. I spotted a little pool at the back of my cave. Crystal clear water was what I needed. I stripped in no time and looked at my reflection. In front, or rather under me, was body perfect beauty. And the eyes. Piercing red...

I submerged myself in what seemed to feel like warm water. I was surprised how deep that little pool was. I dived under. All wildlife just disappeared in the instant. Yeah, right, I was the predator now.

I stopped messing around. I got out clean. Jake was good. He even brought me a towel. How good of him, towel for a mortal enemy. I snorted. Useful none the less. I quickly dried myself and got dressed.

I spend a lot of time getting myself ready. I could see the sun rising. I could remember that Ed..., he used to sparkle in the sun. So I had to wait. Wait a minute? I've heard I'm not supposed to remember much about my human life. Alice did not have any memory at all for goodness sake. I could remember EVERYTHING, with crystal clarity. Like I was already a vampire before, like maybe my memory somehow was. I guess I was just a freak.

But one memory was even clearer than the others.

"You don't want me?" It was branded into my brain. He left me, they all left me. I was thrown away like a toy one got bored plating with. Was I feeling hate now? I don't know. I don't think so. Anger? Yes, I was definitely angry, I was furious. I loved him so much that it hurt, and it still does. I loved them all.

I was bitter. I felt rejected. Even Jake, my best friend could not see me for obvious reasons. I did not blame him, but it hurt all the same. I was broken beyond repair. I wanted to scream, I wanted to punch something, I wanted to hurt someone, because I was hurt.

Wait a minute. Was I implicating revenge? No. I would do my best to stay away from the Cullens. I knew where to hurt them the most, even if they would never know this.

I spend all day thinking and despairing like a pathetic thing I was now. The sun was finally setting and I emerged from my cave. I could not ignore the burn in my throat any more. I went into the forest. I stood straight and sniffed. I could smell something. It wasn't appealing, but somehow I knew it would quench my thirst a little. I followed the scent. Oh, grizzly, Emmet's favourite. I crouched down, and then pounced. Poor thing didn't know what has hit him. I snapped his neck and drained dry in the matter of minutes. I was right. It was barely edible or drinkable rather. But it extinguished the burn a little. I noticed that I was already a proficient hunter. Not a hair out of place, not a trickle of blood anywhere.

"That is odd." I said it out loud.

I continued mu hunt. I've killed a two small dear. They were even more disgusting than a bear. But I was satisfied more or less. Probably less, but it had to do.

My next move would be leaving the area. That much I was sure of. I had to leave mu human life far behind. Then I suddenly felt dizzy. My eyes just glazed over.

Vision.

Town full of people. Street lights illuminating the surroundings. There is a man by the cash machine. He drops his wallet just before he enters the car.

End of vision.

What the fuck? What have just happen? Did I just see a future? So I had a power after all.

"Good" I snorted. Only strange bit about it was why I had Alice's power. But then, it would be handy. I tried to bring the vision on purpose this time. It worked! Yay!

Vision

I was going north. I passed some smaller towns. And thee it was, a big Seattle sign.

End of vision

So I had my GPS ready. I was curious about it all. How did I know where to go? I guess I had an eternity to work it all out. I was passing a petrol station. Then something else happened. I stopped nearby, just out of reach of lights and security cameras. His blood was so sweet. It was calling to me. I could see him very clearly. There was one more person inside the shop. Quick snack I suppose.

"She's gonna kill me. I've forgotten the anniversary again. I don't have much time to buy anything nice. I will tell her that she can't get mad at me, because it will be bad for a baby. Yes, that's what i will tell her." he finished. But something was wrong. I knew he wasn't talking. That meant that I was hearing his thoughts... Wait a minute. He was also feeling ashamed and embarrassed. That got me confused. Was it what I was thinking it was?

Of course killing him was out of the question now. The baby thing did the trick. I was a predator, but not a monster. I needed to think.

It looked like i had Edw.., his and Jaspers power too. But how come?

"Think Bella. You are smart, you can figure it out." I chanted to myself. And then I could literally hear a click inside my head. I had powers of the vampires I've met before. If I was correct, my ability was to absorb everyone else's power upon meeting. And I, being human when I met them, was not a factor. So if I was correct I should be an excellent tracker. There would be only one way to find out.

I began following that man, or rather his scent. It was a piece of cake. I found his house in no time. I could see from the distance the shape of him and his wife. She was heavily pregnant. They kissed. I turned my head. The hole in my chest hurt too much to look any more.

I turned around. I set to look for my cash machine man. After all I needed some money. And with that I took off running towards Seattle.