A.N. Some of you remember me putting my lyric/poem thingies at the end of my stories, right? I stopped not because I don't write them anymore, it's 'cause they turn out as stories… this is the very first poem/lyric thingy I wrote, I rewrote it like fifteen times… :D

When I wrote this, well I have no idea what I was thinking, just about real life I guess… This story is for you my dear sadistic readers, I know you're there, don't hide.

Warnings: yaoi – manxman, LawLu, AU, the side of life I choose to ignore…

Disclaimer: Don't own OP, never will, never did… But I own my lyric/poem thingy.

I can't lie to myself I know there's no use

Let's not try again, the ends are too lose,

Don't give me last chance 'cause if you do

I won't be able to stay away from you…

Law's POV

"Good Law, now make a seductive look!"

Well this is easy; my eyes found a lean small figure in the back of the studio, there, among the camera men and usual griming staff. He was gripping his notice board tightly and his eyes were following every slow movement my body made. When our eyes met I saw him gulp and look away shyly, I couldn't stop small smirk from appearing on my lips; damn he's just so naïve…

"Great! That smile is even better! Now turn your body a little, but keep looking at the cameras!"

I did as the cameraman told, still keeping my eyes on Luffy, he was now blushing, but kept glancing at me. I couldn't stop myself from raising the edge of the briefs I was holding. His blush became even redder; hmm, he's blushing this hard even though he knows what's under these briefs…

"Okay Law, it's enough for today, thank you."

Immediately girl ran to me and gave me a bathrobe, I took it without even looking at her and went to the man who was still evading my eyes. It seems he needs a little punishment… I went to Luffy and when he raised his head up trying to say something I kissed him shoving my tongue in his mouth, I completely dominated him and when I knew he's gasping for air I released his lips. My raven haired lover looked down with even bigger blush then before. "Don't do that at work!"

I chuckled. "Everybody knows I'm gay and if anybody had anything against me being one they wouldn't be here. Besides from the day one everybody knows that you're mine."

"Still! It's embarrassing!"

"It's a punishment, it has to be at least embarrassing." I started walking to my dressing room. "What do I have scheduled for today?"

"After an hour you have a meeting with Doflamingo."

I sighed; not that fucker. "Do I have to?"

"Yes, he's sewing a costume just for you, you're going to end his fashion show next week, so yea. It's necessary to go."

I sighed and started undressing, with a corner of my eyes I saw Luffy turn his eyes away from my naked body. It never fails to amuse me that even after everything that happened between us and the bedroom walls he's still embarrassed by my naked body.

Affter fifteen minutes we were in my Ferrari, Luffy was behind the steering wheel and I was in the passenger seat. Luffy is so careful while driving this car that he's a better driver than me, I don't care about the car, so I go as fast as possible. I took out a bottle of whiskey from under passenger seat and took a gulp from the bottle. "Law!"

I closed my eyes as whiskey rolled down my throat creating a soft feeling. "What?"

"I think we already talked about your drinking habits!"

I opened one eye and saw Luffy's hands gripping the wheel so tightly that his knuckles were becoming white. He doesn't like me drinking, neither do I, but I can't do anything, I need it. "I need it, I'm not meeting that fucker without any alcohol in my system, I might puke all over his pink walls."

The speed of the car slowed down a little. "You know that you have to deal with him without any kind of drugs, remember what Chopper told you? Alcohol only makes everything worse."

I snickered and gulped down more whiskey. "Then take it away from me."

Only a sigh reached my ears, I didn't dare to look at Luffy; I know I will see only disappointment and pain there. Every time I do something like this it's there, if every morning I didn't wake up with him by my side and quiet whisper that he loves me this would definitely tell it all… Yet I still do everything the same way, I keep doing stuff that hurts him…

After another twenty minutes we were by huge skyscraper that had Joker corporation residing in it; damn that bird. After another two minutes I was in huge pink Doflamingo's office, the blond creep looked over me with a smug smirk on his face, I couldn't stop the shudder that went through my body. I hate him so much, this adoptive father of mine… "Law! It's so nice that you decided to visit me! I…"

"Shut it, we had an appointment today, so better get this over as soon as possible."

"Fufufufu, as serious as ever I see Trafalgar, alright, let's get to my little workshop."

We went three floors down to Doflamingo's 'little workshop' that occupied two floors. We walked through countless mannequins dressed up with various clothes. We went to bird's personal sewing machine; I never saw him working with it and I really couldn't imagine a huge man like him sewing. We stopped and I started wishing that Luffy could be here with me, but unfortunately Doflamingo demanded meeting with me alone and referred to our appointments as 'family meetings'.

Doflamingo started searching through a mountain of various fabric and took out a mannequin out of it. He pushed it towards me. "Try it."

I looked over the design of clothes he was offering to me. It was black jeans with grey spots that for some reason looked even darker than black. The top was a nice cutting yellow shirt and on top there was extravagant black jacket with a smiley face that was just like Joker CO logo. But it didn't have a line crossing it and there were little marks around it making it look like a little bit like sun.

I started pushing the mannequin behind a black simple screen used for models to try on their clothes. "Fufufufu, you could just change here, I know everything you have after all…"

"Shut up Doflamingo."

"As you say Law, as you say…"

TBC

A.N. *Scratches her cheek* I don't know, it's probably okay…? I'm not used to writing something that isn't happy or fluffy… *awkward laugh*