"THE REASON WHY"
I remembered our moments in the past
It feels like it's only the two of us
How sad it is to think it didn't even last
The wind blowing it like a worthless dust
Recalling the things we had
Our treasured wishes and dreams so vast
It's so sad it did not last
For I need to do the things I must
I am trying my best to move on
But I don't want to think that I'm alone
Because of you and what you've done
Leaving me after you said you're the one
I'm holding on, trying to be strong
Knowing there's a place in your heart where I belong
You're the reason of the things I've done
Your protector, that's what I've become
My heart and mind is asking, why?
If you're leaving, why do you have to lie?
Why, why do you have to make me cry?
It hurts a lot; it makes me want to die.
I know you're confused, asking why
I have left you, not wanting to lie
But despite of giving you the best alibi,
The hurt is still visible in your eyes.
But, why am I the only one hurting?
Why am I the only one suffering?
Why do I need to feel this longing?
Should I just accept this kind of ending?
I'm sorry; you need to endure everything,
I know it is so frustrating
But I cannot continue fighting
For death is my sole ending.