"You wouldn't have jumped."
…and oh God how right he was.
I wouldn't of, I couldn't of. I was a coward, I was a fool. I was a selfish spoiled brat and he knew it…he knew it yet he loved me with all his heart.
He could have saved himself. He could have showed resentment towards me for not trusting him, for believing that he stole from me. But…but he gave his life for me. He never let go.
One boat…one silly little boat came back… It saved me, it saved my ugly heart. But it came back too late for my dearest Jack. His innocence and stupidity died with him…and oh how I loath the day I ever stepped foot on that damn ship and fell in love with that penniless artist.
I sob at the ceiling…sob out of regret…regret for ever meeting him. But I don't regret it. I loved him. I will always love him.
And the heart of the sea…that dreadful gem that I will ever hold responsible for ruining what could have been…it lies at the bottom of the sea now…where it rightfully belongs.
I want Jack to have it because he's the only one who deserves it. He's the only one who did the right thing.
He never let go.