- OF JEALOUSY -
an oneshot by Jamjari
You used to say you're jealous of
me.
You used to say you wish to be as strong as me. Then why is it that you've never faltered, while I fell and was overcome by the darkness?
You used to say you wish to be as laidback and carefree as me. Carefree? You practically define carefree. I, on the other hand, am always worrying pointlessly.
You used to say you want to be as good-looking as me. Sorry, I think something got in your eyes. Check a mirror, and then look at me again. See if you've changed your mind.
You used to say you wanted my confidence, my self-esteem, my pride. But these things ruin me. Eat me out from inside out. You could tell, right?
You used to say that I was the best friend a person could ever have. But what did I do now? I crushed that friendship in half and left it in ruins.
You used to say you wanted to be everything I am. But Sora, I'm nothing. What do you say now?
You used to say you're jealous of me, while all this time, I was jealous of you.
Was, am, and always will be.
A/N: Found this laying around on my computer. I haven't been active, so I'll put this up. I think... it's about a year and half old in my previous-previous Kingdom Hearts boom.