Okay this is a songfic but I wrote the song too, hope you enjoy.

There for each other, never not together

That's how things used to be

Then reality came out to haunt us

The wounds are getting wider, the pain is getting deeper

Things were changing, it had been just Sandra and Gerry for so long now, and they were enjoying their relationship. They spent all time out of work together. Now though people had found out, people were all mocking Sandra.

'Oh look its Gerry's little tart.' One D.I said as he pointed at her.

'That's the one that's sleeping with someone in her team.' Another police office whispered but loud enough for her to hear.

At first she'd taken it all as a joke but now it was really beginning to get to her. She'd tried to talk to Gerry about it but it ended in arguments and him telling her that she must have known it was going to happen. Arguments always ended in one of them walking out and being stroppy for a while.

You get pushed away

I get that put down feeling

You get frustrated

I get stressed

I don't understand where it went so wrong

But I can see it's getting harder for us both.

Please don't go

Sandra was getting more and more stressed by these constant arguments, her life had been pretty stressful before all this stuff had happened with Gerry, she could tell he was getting fed up with her and even though he promised he would never leave her, she could tell he was on the verge of breaking that promise.

They'd just had another argument, with both of them feeling the pressure of the relationship. Gerry had stormed out down to the pub.

I always thought we needed each other

But telling by your absence I was wrong

We're both feeling hurt and we're both confused

Not knowing what's gone wrong.

It's killing me but please don't go

This relationship really wasn't helpful and it was destroying her but she needed him more than anything. She'd never had the feeling of need before, but now she felt it so strongly. She picked up the phone debating whether or not to call him or not. In the end she decided she needed to talk to him, every argument was one step closer to the end of the relationship she enjoyed so much. The relationship she needed, she couldn't even bare the thought of it ending.

You get pushed away

I get that put down feeling

You get frustrated

I get stressed

I don't understand where it went so wrong

But I can see it's getting harder for us both

Please don't go

She cried down the phone to him begging him to come back home to her, telling him how sorry she was. How she'd change, and how she loved him. It was enough; he didn't like the sound of her tears, a sound he so often heard now.

I'm asking you

Please don't go

I'm telling you

Please don't go

Now I'm begging you please don't go

The end.

I hope this was okay as I wrote both the fic and the song. Reviews really would be welcome.

Beth x