And yes, I am working on Chapter 11 to WDGF? It is in progress. I have not abandoned it. I just seem to keep getting distracted. With things like this.
And yeah, really short, I know...but...it was so complete!
What does that bitch have that I don't? Lolli knew she was being ridiculous. But that didn't stop these sort of thoughts form coming. And besides, it wasn't that she wanted a fucking troll to like her. But...Val was in with them. With faeries.
And Lolli had always wanted to be. Always. Ever since she was little. Even when she heard they were dangerous, that they would kill you, that you couldn't trust them. Even when she knew better.
As a rule, Lolli didn't pay attention to what she knew. Everyone knew that.
In her mind, the only thing worth heeding was the heart. Everything else...just extra baggage.
Even common sense.
And Val...? Val was nothing more than a spoiled brat. At least she had a home to run away from. And all over some stupid fight with a stupid boy. Lolli always hated shit like that.
Lolli always tried too hard. Even she knew that. But hey, look where it'd gotten her. She could be anything she wanted, now. Now she herself was just one step away from being a magical faery.
More than anything, Lolli was lonely.
She'd never show it, but she knew Luis would never love her. People just didn't love crazy girls like her. But that wasn't enough to make her change her ways. Nothing was. Ever.
Neverever. Evernever.
In fact, what she'd heard about faeries, she'd heard that about drugs, too. Funny how they'd somehow been combined.
Yep, she'd always be addicted to the stuff. Foreverandeverandnever. Until she died. Which might not be that far down the road, actually.
But it wasn't like that mattered. Nothing mattered but here and now and the needle in her skin. She was immortal, if only for a little while.
Flying. Or maybe falling. Whatever. It was fun while it lasted.