A/N bold/italic is lyrics

Italic is a flash back

Italic in speech marks is thoughts just be careful at one point but it's pretty obvious.

Wish You Were Here

But right now I wish you were here.

I sat there against the wall on my bed. My knees up against my chest as I hugged them. Looking out the window up at the starry night. Just looking for that one star which I knew should have been up there but it was nowhere to be found.

"Where are you Shizuru?"

I let out a low sigh resting my chin on my knees, "I need you..." I breathed out lowly.

I wish you were here. Damn, damn, damn. What I'd do to have you here, here, here.

I closed my eyes thinking back to another day.

Thud! Haruka dropped a pile of books onto Shizuru's desk.

"You have all of these to go through once you've finished the pile work!" She spoke in a harsh tone a quieter one speaking up from behind, "Paperwork Haruka."

"Eh, yeh paperwork!"

Shizuru lifted her head and nodded, going back to work as I just watched her from a far trying to keep my distance from touching her with my coldness. I didn't want to turn such a beauty into something so cold hearted like myself.

I let out another sigh putting one hand to my chest as my heart, beat against it slowly.

"The ice princess..." I smirked thinking off the nickname as I hung my head, letting my navy hair flow down over my face.

"It fits me so well, I couldn't even return my feelings for Shizuru. Even though it took so much out of her once she confessed to me."

Behind this wall, you just walk through it. I remember all those crazy things you said.

"I love you Natsuki."

I didn't know how to respond to those words, I was just speechless. Shizuru picked up on this and nodded at me, letting me go.

I hit my hand of the wall thinking of this painful memory.

Why couldn't I of just came out with my feelings, like Shizuru did back then?

I wrapped my arms back around my knees as I sat and waited for a knock on my door, I turned my head to see the clock glowing 9:55.

"Five more minutes to wait, this time I won't be totally speechless. I love Shizuru, I do!"

I got up shaking myself slightly to get rid of any nerves I had, I couldn't wait any longer.

I love the way you are, it's who I am don't have to try hard.

I knocked on her door, my heart racing as I waited for Shizuru to come to the door.

"What am I doing!"

I screamed inside, but I couldn't let this go. I had to do it.

I heard someone behind the door opening it as I faced the ground blurting out, "I love you! I'm sorry it's taken me so long to say this to you Shizuru!"

I heard a soft laugh as she put her hand to my cheek, raising my head up to face her.

"It's ok Natsuki. I'll always be willing to wait for you." She kissed me on the forehead.

I looked into her ruby eyes as she smiled at me, I could feel the blushes all over my face as I turned round trying to hide them.

"Eh..." My voice cracked slightly as I was going to ask something. I turned to face her, "Um, well can I sleep with you tonight Shizuru? I don't like being separated from you to tell the truth." I said shyly my face beetroot red.

She smiled as she held out her hand, "It's ok, come on in."

I took her hand and ended up snuggling up against her for the rest of the night.

A/N Yes, so this would be my first time using lyrics in my fanfictions. It was a spare of the moment thing because I somehow need to keep my mind of thinking about my love but that doesn't go well .". Anyways if you are wondering what the song is it is Wish you were here by Avril Lavigne. I'm a major addict to her songs owo. Well I hoped you enjoyed reading, if it needs more work please review so I can sort it out in future ^^.