All I Want is You
Summary: Ok so this fic takes place in the show after episode 1.17 Woman on the verge, only chuck wasn't involved in helping serena, just blair and nate, so chuck and blair havent spoken since at the bar. Its basically a C/B fic but there will be S/D and N/whoever with jenny and vanessa. It takes place starting at the after party of the van der Bass wedding. So enjoy……
CHAPTER 1- The Unbareable Feeling.
Chuck stared into his caramel colored glass of scotch. It was selected specially by his father for this wedding. Vintage from scotland, the only acceptable kind. Of course. Father does best. The wedding had gone well, at least for his father and Lily. They exchanged vows infront of their hundreds of guests in the most beautiful ceremony anyone could ever have imagined. They kissed happily and everything had gone off without a hitch. For them anyway.
But for Chuck it had been a nightmare, a surreal unbarable nightmare, and it was all because of her. Chuck knew she would be there. She was Serena's best friend and she had known the van der woodsens since pre-k. Not to mention pretty much everyone who was important was invited, and of her mother was a top designer and friend of both bart and lily's, but chuck had no idea it would be like this though.
He first saw her as he was standing by his father's side, waiting for the wedding to begin. She looked….amazing. Flawless, her hair perfectly groomed, but she looked gorgeous all the time. Even after she had just done it in the back of a limo with him. He thought it wouldn't matter, he looked her over analyzing her, he felt his mouth go agape as he stared at her flawless form. But quickly corrected himself. He was Chuck freakin Bass after all he wasn't weakened by anyone, although he almost had to sit down because he felt faint and his knees were weak. He would avoid her, stare at his father and the rest of the party through the whole wedding.
But as they sat and waited for the wedding to begin, he felt himself glancing at her. 'no bass no.' he thought. She doesn't matter. She came to you as a last resort. 'and you let her down. She needed you and you sent her away. She almost left that night forever!'. Chuck felt sick to his stomach he wanted to run away as fast as he could. But he couldn't. Then he spotted Nathaniel Archibald. His ex-best friend had brought that girl from brooklyn. The one that had taken the video of him talking to blair. 'the one that drove her away, the reason she hated you because you tried to blackmail her.' Vana…..Vera….Vanessa? was that it. He couldn't remember, and he didn't care. He blamed Nate for losing her to. After all she did really love nate. She went back to him as soon as he called. 'Damn you nathaniel.' And now here nate was. He didn't even appreciate her when he had her. And now he was with someone else, when blair wouldve gone back to him. If thatd been chuck, he wouldve gone back.
Finally the wedding began. Lily van der woodsen started walking down the aisle in her stuning white gown. She looked beautiful, but chuck wasn't looking at her. He was staring right past her at Blair. Serena noticed he wasn't looking at her mom. 'where are you looking chuck?' she thought. She followed his eyes and was appalled when she looked right at blair. 'omg chuck you perv.' Then she looked back at chuck. She looked at the way his face was, and his eyes and saw something she had never seen there before, but she had seen it, in Dan's eyes, when he looked at her. Or when he used to look at her. Before she had messed up. 'stop serena.' She told herself. 'don't think about him. DON'T.' the look in chuck's eyes……was love.
Chuck couldn't look at lily, he could only stare at blair. No one would notice, after all there was a wedding happening. He couldn't pinpoing what he was feeling, he wouldn't. he didn't understand it. He couldn't take his eyes off of her. It wasn't just that she was stunningly hot, he wanted her, all of her, he wanted to talk to her, just be near her. He just stared and stared.