Chapter 1
-And because I don`t want you to get angry on me, I prefer to run away and .. go somewhere. Somewhere you know.
-But I`ll not be angry on you. I understand that in those times you were not.. you. Come on, Damon! Stay. You did a lot of good things. You are on the right way. Why would you go now? Said Elena.
-Because I don`t belong here. You know this. I want to go somewhere were I feel ok.
-Oh, yeap. And that would be a high mountain? Or in the deep waters? Shouted Elena after him, while he was closing the door.
What I am going to do? Elena thought. Why is always so complicated? Why he can not be like this? I care about him.. I had always done this.
With this thoughts, Elena went to her be, took her diary, a pen and start writing.
Dear diary,
I feel like I am going to kill myself. I can not understand why he had to go. I want him back… I want him here with me…
She was preparing to write a thing that she would have regret it, she thought, when Stefan got in her room.
-Hey, love! How are you today?
-I am.. not fine at all. I want to sleep a little… Can you.. just.. let me alone? Please?
-Oh, ok. I will go home. Call me if you need something.
Stefan went to her bed, kissed her cheek and got out of her room silently. Elena started to write again in her diary : I love him.