Hisa breathed as her body slid sideways leaving a trail of red by the window. She wrapped her left arm around her torso as the blood from her wound absorbed into her shirt and jeans shorts sliding down her leg. Her fox ears gave a twitch as a soft dripping noise reached her ears as blood dripped to the black and white tiled floor below her black and white converse now stained red. Some places on the window had blood on it. Hisas bangs shadowed her eyes from view. The cross around her neck jingled softly as she moved. Her brown hair had blood mixed into it resulting in matted waves. Blood crept down the wall and a picture frame. A bloodly handprint rested on the wall not far from were Hisa swayed.
I'm so sorry I had to do this. She thought as she looked at a picture frame that hung on the wall blood splattered on it some what covering the picture of a boy about the same age as Hisa with blue hair, blue fox like ears on his head, and ice blue eyes filled with warmth and utter love. His name was Frost Bite. He was Hisa's boyfriend and best friend. Hisa began to sing quietly while moving out of the way of a flashlight in the window.
~When I was a young boy,I was honest
and I had more self control.
If I was tempted I would run.
Then when I got older
I began to lie to get excatly
What I wanted when I wanted it.
And I wanted it.
Now I'm having trouble differentiating between
what I want and what I need
to make me, happy.
So instead of thinking, I just act
Before I have the chance to comtemplate the consequences of action.
I will turn off
and I will shut down
burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground.
I will turn off and I will shut down.
The chemicals are restless in my head
Cuz' I lie
Not because I want to
But I seem to need to
All the time.
Yeah, I lie
And I don't even know it
Maybe this is all a part of my
Flawed Design...
And ever since I figured out that I could control other people
I've had trouble sleeping with both eyes closed.
And if I asked permission if I make sure it's ok
I promise I won't slip up this time you can trust me
But never take advice from someone who just admitted to being devious
who just confessed to treason.
And I would ask that you never ask a question that I cannot ask myself
for it might dirty up your conscience.
Cuz' I lie
Not because i want to
But I seem to need to
All the time.
Yeah, I lie
And I even know it
Maybe this is all a part of my-
And how can you say those things
Why can't you just belive?
And how can you say those things
And keep a straight face?
And how can you say those things
Why can't you just belive?
And how can you say those things
And keep a straight face?
I will turn off
and I will shut down.
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting the ground.
I will turn off
and I will shut down.
The chemicals are restless in my head.
Cuz' I lie
not because I want to,
But I seem to need to
All the time.
Yeah, I lie
and I don't even know it.
Maybe this is all a part of my-
Cuz' I lie
and if I could control it
Maybe I would leave it all behind.
Yeah, I lie
and I don't even know it.
Maybe this is all a part of my
Flawed Design...~
Hisa ended as she slipped out the door and into the silent night. Grieving about the slaining of her family members, but that was what she was told to do so she only followed orders. And to think Hisa couldn't turn back for if she did they would kill her to the murder of her family. She took a deep breath and jumped over the wall keeping the clan from the other people in the village and leaving to the forest not to far from the scene closer to the gates of Konoha. The gate keepers thought nothing of a member of the Spirit clan wishing to leave so the opened the gates as she kept walking never looking back as Hisa faded into the shadows of the trees.
