A/N: I got inspired from some Jori fics and give some credit to Wellwishes for the inspiration for helping me and I decided to give you guys a little something while I write up the chapters for Guardian Angel and Repression.
Disclaimer: I do not own LG
M, 4, V, T, C and H
Might need to provide this number at the gate
Steady pilot because I'm half afraid
Kenzi knocked on Tamsin's door half sad for her Valkyrie friend and half happy for her succubus best friend, but there wasn't muchs he could do Tamsin hadn't or really couldn't put in the effort to tell Bo how she felt. What was worse is that Dyson unknowingly invited her to the wedding and Kenzi knew what had happened between Tamsin and Bo when things got tough with Dyson and they would have the small breakups Tamsin was there to pick up the pieces. It was so bad to the point Tamsin had started to drink again and throne herself into a drunk stupor and it hurt Kenzi so badly to see her Lil T' like this. She had even told Bo clearly.
"Bo!" Kenzi walked into the crack shack happy that she'd gotten her knew boots but before Bo answered she heard Tamsin scream "I'll always be here Bo! But I won't be your fucking toy!' Tamsin ran down the stairs and didn't even spare her a glance. Kenzi knew though that the Valkyrie was trying to keep from crying she wasn't one for tears and never let anyone see them. "Bo what happened?" She knew what happened because Kenzi had caught Bo and Tamsin in bed before after the Succubus and Wolf broke up for a little while.
"I...," Bo couldn't finish it she thought that there wouldn't be strings attached nothing but she knew the Valkyrie had some kind of feelings for her. "you know."
Kenzi growled "Bo I love you and all but your hurting her you can;t keep fucking doing this! Don't you feel something for her? Obviously you do if you keep going back to her you know I won't let you do this to her anymore." she couldn't believe she was pulling out the card with Bo on this and she never thought she would have to do it "I want you to stay away from Tamsin you can't keep hurting her like this Bo and I won't let this get any farther than it already is." without a word from Bo she turned on her heel and followed Tamsin out to try and keep her from drinking herseld into a hole of agony.
Bo kept her word to Kenzi she stayed away from Tamsin but it didn't help at all "I'm not going Momz," Tamsin stated as she opened the door she wasn't dressed the Valkyrie's hair was in a mess, a bottle of Vodka in one hand, and the dress she was suppose to wear to the wedding was wrinkled, and her face it was red from the crying Kenzi knew she had done all night. Kenzi only shook her head and pushed herself into the Valkyrie's apartment and took the Vodka bottle away from her. "Are you going to let her win? Your going to miss your best friends wedding for a girl?" Tamsin growled and started throwing things around but it didn't scare Kenzi at all finally the Valkyrie sat down and she broke down into tears "You need to be strong Tamsin,"
I can't believe you'd ask me that
Of Course I dont believe in fate
"Leave me alone Momz please," The Valkyrie begged through her sobs of pain for her best friend and Kenzi realized just how Lauren might have felt going through this because of Bo. There was balme to go around and it wasn't only just Bo's fault but Tamsin for letting herself and Kenzi knew that it still didn't keep her from being so angry at her. Kenzi only shook her head "No you have to go Tamsin I won't let you stay here and drink and miss the wedding," she sighed "maybe you can talk to her before the wedding tell her that your the one for her." there was a lot of maybe's as well because Bo was afraid to show or tell her feelings every and its even worse as well. "Tamsin get up come on,"
Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
Sing it loud to drown out the feeling
Tamsin didn't fight Kenzi and listened. Kenzi did her hair, fixed her dress, and kept the Vodka bottle far away form her she thought it could be a good plan to maybe confront Bo, but the fact of doing it at her best friends wedding made her want to back out of it though she knew she had to do it. They were dressed and in the truck and at the Dala quick everyone was there except Hale and she was wishing in this moment that she could be the dead one instead of him because she knew he didn't have the bullshit she did but running was never something Tamsin did she always fought and stayed till she won.
When you're feeling much more odd (even)
And half as true as dishonored seamen
We'll breathe Pacific and fight our demons
Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
"Tamsin," Bo moaned out for the thirteen uptime it was maybe there third round but she wasn't sure she had lost count so long ago "fuck...harder." Tamsin increased her motion and Bo finally went over the edge and gripped Tamsin running her nails into her back."You okay Bo?" Tamsin asked and Bo smiled because Tamsin was always making sure she was alright even when they had mind blowing sex. "I'm amazing Tamsin," she smiled and kissed Tamsin swollen lips and she returned it with a softer kiss they had been doing whatever they had going on for a long while. It amazed Tamsin that Bo never stop to think about Dyson and she did even though she wasn't dating the guy and the guilt was eating Tamsin alive to be doing this but it was the only way she could have Bo and for her selfish needs she never said anything.
Tamsin sighed and ran a hand through her hair everyone had taken their seats and Dyson was talking to a few people and she knew where Bo would be at. She walked downstairs to find Bo in a pure white dress, something that wasn't really her but it was nice, Lauren was finishing up Bo's make up and Crystal, Lauren's wife, was also finishing up her hair. "Tamsin," Lauren smiled and looked at Crystal "we'll wait upstairs." although Lauren knew nothing of their affair she knew they needed to speak because they hadn't spoken for months. Bo turned around and as ever took Tamsin's breath away and it made her depressed because Bo wasn't in this dress for her "Hey," she put on her best fake smile for Bo and replied "Hey to you too."
"What are you doing down here?"
"I came to congradulate you and," The Valkyrie sucked in a breath "to talk to you Bo."
"What about?"
"I don't want you to marry him," Tamsin blinked her eyes to keep the tears at bay but it wasn't helping anything but make more of the demon water "Bo I love you and I can't let you marry him because I want something with you all those times we spent together I fell even more in love with you more than you can ever imagine." those words she had said in the tub slipped from her mouth "Your not like anyone I ever met in any of my lifetimes and I won't let you slip away," she kissed Bo and not the rough ones they had shared but everything Tamsin felt that she could never tell Bo. "It's either me or him Bo," and without letting her answer she walked upstairs and sat in the back row as the music started to began signaling for Bo's entrance.
So arch your back
And flip your hair
Make eye contact so you know I care
You know I care
But only as a guest
Tamsin watched as Bo walked down the aile to the alter on the ever awaiting Dyson it felt forever to the Valkyrie until Bo finally got up there. She looked to Kenzi who gave her a sad smile and its when she started to zone out on everything until they finally said their vows and the Trick finally asked the million dollar question to Dyson who unsuprisingly said "I do," with a happy tone and Bo scanned the audience and finally her eyes locked with Tamsin so many emotions flashed through their eyes and the times they spent together as well. Tamsin waited and it was killing her to wait Bo finally looked at Dyson and the Succubus took an un-needed breath and so did Tamsin "I...," everyone looked at her with suspense and Bo looked at Tamsin one last time "I do,"
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret
Kenzi squeezed Tamsin's hand for reassurance but it didn't work this time she got up and ran straight out of the Dal and hoped to Odin that no one followed her. Whispering "Unfaithful bride,"