My Greatest Sin (A Sonnet)

You know what I confessed in the room, Dean?

My greatest sin was letting you down.

I'm sorry for when I did things obscene

Brother, I'm sorry you only frown.

When Ruby led me down the wrong pathway

And demon's blood became my crutch in life

You were in hell and I had lost my way

And you came back and fixed all of my strife.

I don't blame you for not trusting me Dean

But why must you keep reminding me of

My defeats and wrongs- can we wash it clean?

Can you just give my sinful ways a shove?

The trials have stopped, but Death will not scram

I hope you forgive me. Your brother, Sam.