The One Thing That I'm Most Afraid Of
By: I Laugh at ur Pain
The one thing I'm most afraid of
Is becoming impassive, distant, and cold
I'm so afraid to close up my heart
I don't like to feel alone
I cry sometimes, alone at night
Consumed by my own degrading thoughts
Even through my silent screaming
This internal torture just won't stop
My dreams have been long discarded
Imprisoned by my personal demons
Locked in a place, void of light
Void of love, joy, or vehemence
A state of bliss immersed my mind
Until the darkness penetrated
It shattered that serenity of mine
And did not stop 'till I was dissipated
I try to protect others
From my rage and my wicked tongue
But I only succeed to be driven to my fears
My attempts to be better take a sinking plunge
A spiteful voice inside my head
Whispers to me words of destruction
Sickly twisting moral thoughts
Developing loathing as repercussion
The one thing that I'm most afraid of
Is something I'm reluctantly becoming
Through all the years of defiance and protest
I think I may finally be succumbing
This poem is about Terra and her trying to protect her friends. In doing so she has to leave them, and then she joins Slade. Her fear is to be alone and cold pretty much. So when joining Slade she became alone and cold, because she didn't have any of her friends.
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The one and ONLY, I Laugh at ur Pain