A/N:Hey guys, I don't know if I'm going to continue this fic, I mean, I will definitely continue it, just not publish it here, it will all depend on the feedback I get, I mean, if you don't like it why should I keep posting right?

This is my first fic, so I'm a little bit at lost of what to do here, you know concerning format and such.

I feel as if I should warn you that english is not my native language, you know because of the spelling and grammar mistakes.

Also I'm not sure about the ratting, if it's wrong please let me know.

This story is au and will contain abuse.

Prologue

It was a beautiful afternoon in Lima, Ohio, and almost everyone would agree with this. You couldn't see a cloud in the sky and the birds were singing very loudly, some people would dare to say it was it was a perfect day. But little Rachel Berry wasn't one of those people...

Usually Rachel was the happiest little girl you could ever meet, you could just see the happiness shine thru her bright brown eyes, but today, Rachel Barbra Berry was standing, holding her daddy's hand and crying her eyes out, dressed in black in front of her father's grave.

The worst thing was that she full with guilt, she couldn't stop thinking that it was all her fault her dad died, even though she was so young, just six years old, she couldn't help but thinking that if she wasn't in the car with her dad he wouldn't of have died.

Flashback...

Rachel was in the backseat of her dad's car, her dad was driving, they were going to pick up her daddy from work, normally Rachel would be exited to go pick up her daddy, but she really wanted to stay in the park, especially after Brittany asked her to play. You see Rachel didn't have many friends, so when Brittany approached her and asked if she wanted to play she really wanted to say yes, but her dad told her they had to go to pick up her daddy.

As you can probably see she wasn't very pleased with having to leave so she did what most children would do her age, she trew a fit.

"But dad I want to go to the park."

"We can go there after we pick up your daddy ok?"

"But I want to go now, what if Brittany leaves? I've never seen her there before she maybe she doesn't go there often, what if I never see her again..." After she said that, Rachel started to cry.

Hiram, Rachel's dad, turned around. "Rachel baby, you'll see her again don't worry, she must go there all the time, we just never sa..."Suddently they were it hit by a truck, Rachel closed her eyes on the impact.

Rachel opened her eyes when she felt the car stop moving, she was felling a lot of pain, especially in her head. She looked at her daddy and saw that he was still passed out. "Da... Dad, dad wake up!"

Hiram groaned, he knew that he probably wouldn't survive, he could feel every limb of his body hurting. "Rach... I...Lo...I love...you, Don't ... Don't forget..that..."

"I love you too dad..." Her dad closed his eyes. "Dad? DAD?!"

Not two minutes later Rachel passed out, and the last thing she heard were the sirens coming closer.

Rachel woke up that afternoon, the doctors told her daddy that she was pretty lucky to escape the accident with only a few bruises, and that she could leave the hospital that day.

The few days before the funeral Rachel's daddy had become very distant of her, and had started to drink a lot, so when she held her and at her dad's funeral she was very relieved because she had started to think that her daddy hated her.

When she got home from the funeral she went straight to bed, she knew her daddy wouldn't tuck her in, he hadn't been doing that since the she wasn't expecting was walking up a couple of hours later with the noise her father was making to get up the stairs.

She tought he would go to his room, until he opened the door to her room, she smiled thinking her daddy would give her a kiss goodnight, but then she saw his face, he looked so mad and she got really scared she had never seen him like that.

He got close to her bed. "D..daddy what's wrong?" she whispered.

"Shut up you little cunt, it's all you're fault."

She could smell the alcohol in his breath.

He got on top her her, and did the worst thing that he could have done to a child. But that wasn't the only time he did it, there were many more after that.

A/N: There you go, I know it's small, but it's just to see what you think. And I know Leroy is gay and Rachel is a girl, but I promise you'll get it later (this is not GP or nothing like that).

This is going to be a slow burn Faberry fic, I'm putting romance, but I don't know if I should put it under hurt/comfort or angst.

Oh! And if you can think of a better title for this please let me know.