"SILENT LOVE: KISS HIM NOT ME FAN FICTION"

Chapter 0: HER FIRST LOVE

The world is full of amazing things, wonderful people and places. I knew that. Ever since young I was always broad-minded and constantly thought of life.

I believe that every person is the main character in its own story. And in every untold story lies the obstacles he/she will face. Life is life when you keep living each day to its fullest.

But for me, life is nothing but thoughts that occupies my mind most of the time. Indeed, I am tolerant in varied ways and thought great lengths in life but never have I really given importance to my life.

Yes, I admit that I lack a bit of emotions and I may also be called emotionless.

And just like a doll, I remain lifeless despite being alive. If I were to play a role in movies, I am one those people who just walks and lives as a background in the main story, with no dialogue whatsoever and at times, drawn as a faceless bystander in comics. Each day, I keep living and kept moving forward with an empty heart.

That is who I am.

Sorry for the late introduction, my name is Hinamori Sakura. A normal 3rd year high school student. I have average height, average sizes, average looks- I wear glasses and I tie my hair into two braided tails. But I'm not the type of girl who when takes off its glasses turns into a beauty nor am I the type of girl who when its hair is let down makes her change into a complete different person. Even If I wear make-up or wear glamorous dresses, I don't change. I'm one of those people who are extremely average.

I do not have many desires nor do I have many dislikes. I have no ambition nor do I care if I end up into a worthless person in the future. Even though I look like a perfect nerd, I'm not smart. I am mostly quiet. And of course, I don't think much of befriending others so in high school I ended up becoming a loner. Not that I mind. Ever since a kid, I have never experienced anything that made me emotional, like friends and love. I don't blame my average looks for this because there are people in this world that are like me but the difference between them and I is that, no matter how ugly, fat or average they look like there are still people who will come to love them. But I'm not like them. Something like love never came to me. However, I do not have any plans to find love myself.

My quote is "Just Keep Living." My life is extremely average and is considered as very boring.

But what if my thoughts suddenly changes? Despite my strong conviction to the way I live. I didn't know- I never hoped that there was still a way to change who I was.

And just because of one person-

"Hinamori-san"

Speak of the devil…

Tall, lanky figure with broad shoulders stood close to me. His straight, shaggy brown hair and slanted light brown eyes captivated me. Wearing a red tie, sweater and black slacks, he softly smiles at me with a calm expression.

"Cleaning Duty? Where are the others?"

Ah. Such soft and gentle voice-

Oi! Sakura! Snap out of it! You stared at him too much. Ugh. His staring at me, he probably thought I was weird. I looked away from him and continued to clean the chalk board.

"They left," I said stoically.

Today, was my duty in cleaning. I had other companions too but they all left and made me all do the cleaning. This is considered as bully, though I don't really care. In movies, after-school duty serves to get a single character alone, away from their peers and teacher supervision. This could be a set-up for romantic meeting between the female and male leads. And right now that is the same thing that's happening to me. All alone with this guy, this might be a chance, but... unfortunately I'm not a female lead.

"I'll help you, what else is there left to do?" He kindly asked.

'He was still there?' I thought. He is truly kind, his voice and smile makes me feel like its melting my heart. I know he was someone out of my reach. That his heart belongs to someone else and that his female lead is someone else. My feelings for him… I know it's hopeless.

"….Nothing. You don't have to help. I'm almost done and also don't you have somewhere to go," to that person.

"I see. Thank you. Then, I'm going. See you tomorrow, Hinamori-san!" He said softly, as he slowly left the classroom. Sadly, I could only stare at his retreating figure.

Mutsumi Asuma, a classmate of mine since 1st year high school, a handsome and kind boy. The person who changed me.

My First Love.

I know not all first love get requited in the end. But even so, I don't regret falling in love with him. He, who saved me from loneliness. And made me realize the importance of life, the excitement and happiness in living.

They're might be a lot of 'buts'. However, this undeniably clumsy experience I felt will forever be carved in my memories and heart. This is the story of my Silent first love.

END OF CHAPTER 0: HER FIRST LOVE

NEXT CHAPTER: A NEW BEGINNING.

Author Note: This is actually my first anime fanfiction in this website. Again, my name is Sheeyona Keehl. I'm 15 years old. I'm an amateur in writing stories. And I'm aware of my lack in writings. There might be a lot of grammatical errors, and I'm sorry for that but I hope to improve in the near future. This is a Fan Fiction of the anime series "KISS HIM NOT ME" or in Japanese "WATASHI GA MOTETE DOUSUNDA". The male lead is Mutsumi Asuma, this is a fan-made backstory in the original plot. Anyways, thank you so much readers for reading this story of mine. I hope you support the upcoming chapters! That is all, bye see you next chap!