Hey people!! Yes, I am alive, just had a little writers block. I'm back now and I finally have a decent Twilight story. I know it's short, but then again, most drabbles are.
Okay, basically this is how Edward feels after he has to leave Bella in New Moon. I probably could've done better on this, but hey, I took ten minutes writing this. I sort of like how it turned out. I originally intended for it to be much more angsty. Oh well! Remember to review!
Leaving her was the hardest thing I have ever done.Every step I took away from her tore at my dead heart. I felt like I was dying inside, yet again. I had to do it. There was no other way I could keep her safe. There was no other way to save her from becoming one of us. One of the damned. I wouldn't't be able to bare it if her cheeks no longer turned scarlet when we were close. Of course, I will no longer be able to see her blush anyways.
Never again will I be able to hold her and drink in her heavenly scent.
No, I must save her from this curse.
From being soulless.
She was my life, my everything. She made me feel alive again.
Alive...
Yes. You, my dear, you are my soul. Keeping the days we shared together seem like an eternity, instead of a fraction of a second like they truly were.
Yes, my Bella, without you living, without you period, I am completely soulless.