Secret
By: Song
Summary: Kakashi has a secret. But shh- don't tell anyone. They don't like it.
A/U: ... Not a happy fic. Heed the rating.
Kakashi has a secret. But shh- don't tell anyone. They don't like it.
At night, when no one is looking, Kakashi slips out of his house. He stalks the streets, finding the address he has been assigned for the night.
Men take him into their beds. They don't care that he has everything the same as them. Some of them actually like it. Some of them use their fingers first, probing the inside of his anus. Some of them just go strait in, as far and as fast as possible.
It doesn't hurt so much anymore. Not like it did when he was little. Kakashi thinks that the nerves might be dead. Or maybe he's just bigger. Sometimes, in the morning, he can't sit- or stand up strait. On days like that he spends hours in bed reading Icha Icha. Imagining what it would be like to feel like that. To feel love.
He knows all the right moves. With as many people as he had done it with, it was hard not too. If he did good enough, sometimes they would even tip. He was the best in the business. The best at what he did.
Even if he didn't like it.
But he gets paid well. It was all for his country. All of it.
At least, that's what he keeps telling himself.
Kakashi has a secret. But shh- don't tell anyone. They don't like it.
Fin