This is a thank you to Uxax for being such a generous soul xD anyway, I own nothing and the song that is used is called Rolling Girl which I obviously don't own, tho I wrote those English lyrics that I'm using owo also sorry for mistakes and enjoy hopefully x3

past Add - Arc tracer

present Add - diabolical Esper

Elesis - blazing heart

elsword - rune slayer

Rena - grand archer

Just leave me alone, was all Elesis wanted to scream out, her heart racing as she ran across the school. I don't want to face this anymore was her broken thought as she felt her legs stumble down the hall, the laughter of everyone pointed right at her. Just let me have this wish, is that really too much? Tears fell down her face helplessly as her voice was trapped in her throat. Surely, why am I the only one like this...?

"You aren't," spoke out a voice coldly, snapping her out of her self pity.

"Add," she whispered, her voice chipped as she reached her arm out, trying to just grasp hold of a figment of her imagination.

"I'm still here," spoke out the ghostly figure with a small smile.

"Right," laughed Elesis, laughing at her own stupidity, laughing at how she was still trapped in her past.

"You honestly think I'm not here?" Grinned Add as his figure walked closer towards the girl, his eyes sparking with life.

"I've really gone mad, haven't I?" Muttered Elesis, her heart filling up with warmth as she watched his arms wrap around her shaking frame, causing her to smile, even though she knew that none of this was real.

"I believe I already bet you in that race," joked the ghost as he gently placed his hand on her face, trying to wipe away her tears, but failing to do so.

"I wish that you were still here," cried Elesis quietly, unsure of what else to say. Perhaps, just perhaps if she closed her eyes, and wished hard enough, with all of her heart, just perhaps, her dream could come true.

"I'm always here with you," spoke out Add in a distant manner, his hair swaying lightly in the breeze. "You just have to find me."

"Elesis!" Screamed Rena, her mind placed in a wild frenzy as she watched her friend walk away with dazed eyes, as if she wasn't even there, as if her mind wasn't in her body. But she saw her lips moving, as if talking to someone. And that fact troubled her so much, especially since she and Elesis were the only ones on the school roof.

"Elesis!" Yelled out Rena once more as she quickly ran over towards the broken girl, her heart aching to see one of her strongest friends be reduced to such a state. "You have to wake up," begged Rena quietly as Elesis just smiled softly, tears still streaming down her face.

"I can't take it," mumbled Elesis, her voice getting quieter and quieter, "I just can't take it."

"Don't be silly!" Scolded Rena as she gently whacked Elesis across her head, "of course you can! You're the Blazing Heart!"

But her words did nothing, all Elesis did was allow an airy laugh to escape her lips. Broken, she truly felt broken when the figment of Add left her. After all those years, all that time... He left her. And why? Just why did he leave anyway?

Well, she wasn't able to get an answer out of him two months ago, she doubts she would be able to get one now. All he would do whenever he saw her, would be yelling - yelling out at her, screaming at her, trying to claw her face out. And it hurt, it hurt so freaking much!

Even so, Elesis tilted her head down, her hands trembling as she whispered out, "I want to see him again," shocking Rena slightly.

One more time, just today

"I'll keep this up for I am alone"

So she says, that's what she does

Covering the meaning, "You don't need to know it!"

"Will you stop?" "Not quite yet!"

Stopping you from making a choice you might regret so listen close...

For now.

The halls were hallow, and empty - with every sound you make, echoing without any meaning. The facility here would always send shivers down Elesis' spine, with their grey walls and egg shell white floors. Their workers as well, we're always so stoic, not allowing any slip of emotion get caught by anyone.

"Patient 0382 is in room 8," spoke the woman wearing a white dress monotonously, her blue eyes glassed over as she glanced at Elesis, Rena and Elsword before walking away, her clipboard held tightly in her hands.

"Let's go," said Elsword, snapping the thick layer of silence that coated the marble hall.

Placing her hand on the metal handle, Elesis tried her best to bite back a sob. So many memories that would never fade away from her mind, would always haunt her. So many smiles, laughs - memories.

Opening the door, Elesis peeked inside with Elsword and Rena following her so. The room was lit up brightly, as if covering the area with a warm glow. But the metal chairs and table that were screwed to the ground quickly inserted a new vibe to the area.

A skinny figure was strapped with light chains against the chair, his sclera pitch black as one of his eyes would spark with a magenta streak every once in a while. His hair was messy in its lavender white colour, untamed if anything.

"You," growled out the figure, his eyes instantly screaming with loath.

"Add, calm down," said Rena in a soothing manner, trying to tame him while Elesis just stood by the door like a statue.

"It's okay," managed out Elesis, trying to ignore the pang in her heart. Even if she kept all those memories, it seems as though he threw them away without a second thought. He threw her out, without a single care.

"Get out of here, all of you bastards," snarled Add as his hands began to flicker with a strange type of electricity. "I'll destroy all of you! All of you will be reduced to dust!" He claimed as Elsword walked slowly towards his insane friend.

"Relax! We aren't here to do any harm, we promise."

The insults keep on mixing with others

"Please stop?" She says

"Please Stop!" She cries

"It's okay" Quietly that she says

But no one hears a sound she makes

"No one cares!" So she yells

"You really shouldn't take into heart what he says," rang out a voice as Elesis darted her eyes around the room, trying to find the figment of her imagination that always seemed to reassure her that everything in the world would be okay.

"But he's you... Your him!" She replied towards the air, barely gathering the attention of her brother or friend - with them two busy trying to calm down the actual Add.

"No, we're different you idiot," snapped the voice quickly, acting disgusted to be mentioned as the same person as the one strapped to the chair, "I'm the Add before that stupid experiment, that Add you see there - he's the one after the experiment. Massive difference.

"But your still the same," whispered Elesis, never forgetting that fact, the fact that he hates her.

"Trust me, just find me, and everything will stop," promised the voice as Elesis just nodded her head quietly.

Rolling girl, is stuck in her dream world

The things she dreams, are to far to grab

Crying out, it is slowly destroying her

Begging for them to leave, see them breaking her heart

That night, Elesis sat quietly on her bed, her mind bombarded with thoughts of her childhood, when she was only 6 and up all the way until she was 17 - to the present day. Back when life was so much more carefree, with her hanging out with all of her friends. Back when this useless war didn't exist, when they didn't drag away people to be used as test subjects.

Just back when everything was just... Normal.

Nevertheless, tears seemed to be something that would keep following her, through out the last two months. But she also discovered something, and that something was that she hates, just hates her parents. For approving of all of this. For barely been there for her. For starting the misery in her life! Just what type of parent does that to their own child?

"I'll fix it all, just you wait."