Hello everyone! I'm trying out a new fanfiction… I'm not sure if it'll take but it was a dream I had (I know it sounds slightly corny) and I want to see what happens so.

A little background on the story: it takes place when Bella still lived with her mom. She was sort of a bad girl and ended up having to move out to Forks to hide her mistake, or that's what people say.

(I'm starting out with a flash back)

Chapter One

"Bella! Why won't this stupid dress fit?" Renee shouted. We'd gotten me a coming out dress and it didn't fit anymore.

"We must have given the seamstress the wrong measurements…" Renee muttered incoherently to herself. I took off the dress and wondered why I didn't fit into it. I was sure I hadn't gained the weight. I sighed. We went back and got the dress refitted. Renee was rich. She and my dad who was always away traveling. I didn't get along with either of them. it was annoying I was the worst child in their eyes.

It'd been a few weeks later and I wasn't feeling well.

"Mom, I'm not feeling well." I said as my face was buried in the toilet.

"Let, me take you to the doctor…" Renee said. I didn't disagreed. She got me to the doctor and I took a million tests. I couldn't stand it. I had to run to the bathroom once.

Finally the doctor came back to talk to me. My mom was out in the waiting room.

"Um, Bella… you're pregnant." The woman whispered with big eyes.

"But… how…?" I started to ask and then remembered. I shivered.

"Would you like me to call your mother back in?" She asked. I took a shaky breath and nodded.

"So… what is it?" She barked as she walked in the door.

"Bella would you like to tell her or should I?" She asked. I shook my head.

"Mom… I'm pregnant." I mumbled. Renee just started at me.

"Are you sure?" She asked. Renee hated teen pregnancies.

"Well, we could do an ultrasound to be safe if you'd like?" The doctor said.

"Yes." Renee said. The woman led us to another room. She laid me down on a table and put some gel on my stomach and all of the sudden I heard a heart beat.

I froze.

"Holy shit…" Renee said.

"Well, now if you chose not to have this baby that's fine… there are abortions or adoption…" Whoa, did she say abortion? I wasn't going to kill this baby and I wouldn't give it up. It was mine and I would take full responsibility for my child.

"No." I said. I might have even cut her off mid sentence I wasn't really listening. They both stared at me.

"I want to have this baby." I whispered. They both nodded. I went home. I continued school until I was put on bed rest.

I had my child. I ended up naming her after myself, Isabella Elizabeth Swan. I couldn't stand the pressure of having one know, I had a child and my mom and I don't get along what-so-ever. So I needed to pack up and leave. I was going to go off to Forks, Washington a small town when I a couple thousand dollars.

(One Year later)

We got off the plane in Port Angeles and I got a taxi.

I'd bought a house. It was tiny nothing much one bedroom ranch type house. It wasn't really anything but it was our new home. I took and shower while Izzy watched TV. I got out and we headed to bed. Since we had one bed room, we had one bed, Izzy slept with me.

I awoke early the next morning and got dressed for school. I sighed. I didn't want anyone to know about Izzy quite yet. She's a great kid but I just want her to live a normal life. I wanted her to know I'm proud and I love her… I just don't want to be judged again. I woke Izzy and got her ready for daycare.

I drove her off to daycare and checked her in. I picked her up.

"Bye kido!" I smiled.

"Bye mama!" she smiled. I set her down and she ran off to play. I walked out and headed back out to my truck, which I'd bought of a local man. He gave me a great deal mostly because I was desperate. I decided that I almost wanted people to know I had a daughter, I was proud of her. I wouldn't put it over the PA system but I wouldn't hide it either. I pulled up into the parking lot. I got my class list and headed off to my first class, English. I walked up to the teacher and he showed me to a seat in the back. I did this for all of my morning classes.

People were coming up to me and talking to me but none of them really getting to know me… they seemed scared to talk to me. I sighed. I didn't bite. It was finally lunch and I bought lunch and found an empty table. My thoughts flickered to Izzy; I hoped she was having a good day. I looked around and saw these people staring at me with interest. There were five people sitting at the table. There was a dark haired pixie girl she seemed to be fighting with the bonze haired boy. The other three just sat there and watched. There was a blonde haired boy who put his hand on the pixie girl's shoulder, the seemed to be dating. Then there was a bear of a man with brown curly hair sitting next to a beautiful blonde haired girl; they also seemed to be dating. The bronze haired boy looked back over at me with a look of interest. I looked away.

The lunch bell rang and I dumped my tray and headed to my last class biology. I was the one of the last kids to get there. I walked up to the teacher who gave me a book and told me to take the only empty seat. I turned around it. It was next to the bronze haired boy. I sighed; I hoped he didn't want to say something pointless; I was at my wits end with losers who don't know what to say to me.

I sat down and he looked at me. The teacher launched into a lecture. I tried to pay attention but he bronze haired boy kept staring at me. I finally looked over at him. He stared at me for a second and the looked away. I sighed. I went back to looking forward. The bell rang and I gather my things. I was walking towards the door when some girl walked into me and I dropped my books.

"Excuse me?" I said. She turned around.

"Is there something wrong?" She sneered.

"Um, yeah, pick up my books since I know you saw me walking." I said.

"No, you dropped them." She said. I started at her.

"You have eyes?" I asked. She looked at her friend and then back to me. These girls looked so fake it was disgusting. She nodded

"So eyes send a message to the brain, someone's walking you slow down or move to the side, right?" I asked.

"Sure but…" She started. I shook my head.

"No… no buts now pick up my stuff." I said. She had a staring contest with me but finally just picked it up.

"Wow, thank you… that's so sweet of you… I'm Bella, and you are?" I asked sweetly.

"I'm Jessica." She muttered and walked away. I laughed once she left the room. I heard a chair behind me. I thought I was the only one left in the room. I turned around. It was the bronze hair boy.

"See you tomorrow." I said and went to get Izzy. I only had a few thousand dollars; I needed to get a job. This would be tough. I'd need a job where Izzy could be there with me. I sighed. I cooked dinner and we turned in early. Izzy was tired and wasn't in a talking mood.

Hit or miss? Please review… I'm not sure how this story's going.

Songs I recommend:

All I want to do – Sugarland

I'm like a bird – Nelly Furtado