Finally Whole. A Renesmee/Jacob Story
I don't own Twilight or New Moon or Eclipse or Breaking Dawn. Stephenie Meyer does.
Renesmee POV
I woke up to a harsh light shining down from my window. I sat up and leant against my bed's backboard and went along my daily routine of wondering..
Why don't I feel complete? Every morning, I follow the regime of pondering selfish thoughts. I am an amazingly lucky girl. Amazing family, overflowing with cash - being able to support yourself is important, okay? Yeah, shopping with Aunt Alice felt right and play wrestling with Uncle Emmett felt right, but something always felt wrong. Not right.
Incomplete.
It all started on the day I was born. When I was born, dad whisked me away from my beautiful dying mother to what I soon knew to be my aunt Rosalie. A terribly impolite man was also there who told my dad to, "Throw it (me) out a window", without a further word he ran straight out the door. Of course, I did not know English at the time, but that memory stuck with me. When I learnt the delicate art of understanding words, 'throw it (ME) out a window' really hit a nerve. Who was he? Who was he to demand my death? Okay, I know I wouldn't have died but still. Jeez, people can really be a buzz kill sometimes.
I turned 10 recently - hurrah double digits! - yet when I turned 4, another vampire came to visit Forks. It had been a long time since another vampire ran into us (literally), and thus Huilen and nephew came as quite a shock.
Nahuel and Huilen told us that when I turned 7 years old, I would stop ageing forever. They also told us the real reason to why they came. They came to get away from Nahuel's half-sister who was also a half-breed. They wanted to get away because she couldn't stand that Nahuel was gay.
Was it a big shock? Eh, not really. When we went shopping - that was probably sign no. 1 - I was not the only one who casually greeted certain males with appreciating eyes. And no, I am not saying that my mum was ogling the general public.
"Rennie, get up, time to get ready for school!" Aunt Rosie called. School, school is a shit-hole where losers go to learn stuff. Therefore, I am not a loser because I don't learn stuff there! My dad would've totally killed me if he heard that! When I mean kill me, I mean as if he would take my iPod away from me for a week, but nowadays he can't read my mind any more. I remember the first time it happened.
I was dancing around the kitchen and when my phone fell out of my hands in which case the glass shattered. I thought the word 'crap' and suddenly dad rushes downstairs and mum was right behind him. "Listen miss, you are on detention for thinking a swear word. I month detention which means, I'm taking your iPod!" dad said.
"Come on Edward, 1 month is too long for thinking the word fuck. What about 1 week?" Mum said.
"Bella, she didn't say the f-word, she said crap!" Dad said.
"Crap? Crap!? Are you serious you got angry because she thought crap?" Mum laughed.
"Darling don't influ-"
"Edward, crap is not a swear word! Even Charlie uses it! Here honey, I'll help you block your thou-?"
"Mum?" I questioned her deep gaze.
"Baby, are you blocking your own thoughts?" Mum looked at me with a hint of amusement in her eyes.
"I can't read Ren's thoughts as well!" Dad said. They both forgot about my supposed punishment.
END FLASHBACK
Aunt Alice finally got me ready to go to the dreaded school of the dead. Technically I am the only one undead there, but honestly the teachers are a drag, it's almost as though they've killed everyone through boredom. It's truly a wonder how they have managed to secure their jobs for so long. The only good thing about Forks High was their sports equipment. I obviously can't play my best in sports because I'd totally smash everybody but still, great for a workout.
I got into my new shiny Lotus Evora and drove to school. At school my name is Renesmee Masen. Masen because I can't use the name Cullen since everyone in the Cullen family are supposed to be in their 30s.
"Ren!" My friend Ashlyn called.
"Hey Ash. How was your summer?" I asked.
"Okay. I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND!" She squealed.
"Really who?" I asked, not that interested.
"Chad McKenzie." She answered. Chad McKenzie was apparently the stud of Forks. A sexy beast in wolf's clothing. Hot Stuff. Mister Fantastic. The mancandy that everyone wanted handy. The one who could replace a Mc Donald's happy meal with just, McSteamy - a truly happy, meal.
"Really? That's great.." I silently gagged. Despite his boner-ific qualities, Chad had vile breath! One day he came up to me and whispered something, I nearly vomited! It was that bad!
"Thanks Ren! You should totally go out with someone! Come on, you are the prettiest girl in the whole school, you ought to get a guy!" She said.
" That's very kind of you to think so, Ash. But honestly, I just don't uh, when people REALLY know me, I bet they wouldn't wanna." I smirked.
"Come on, you can't be that bad." She requested.
"Seriously Ash, no guys for me!" I said.
"Fine." She said.
And with that, we made our way to the dreaded class of Chemistry. God damn those intermolecular attraction forces.
Eventually the day went on and school finally came to an end. My impromptu decision to go to the library was furthered when I realised I did not have the required book for English. I got into my Lotus and drove down the road.
When I reached the city library, I grabbed my library card and made my way to the front door. My English teacher told us to read The Merchant of Venice and while my eidetic memory is useful and all, apparently writing quotes just from my head during an exam does not cut it. Walking carelessly even with the grace of a half vampire does not allow for peaceful endings, which decided my fate of bumping into a lamp post. Although, when did lamp posts become squishy? Embarrassed, I realised I bumped into a fellow human being. I looked up at the especially tall man who regained his footing (it must be really hard to walk elegantly when you're that humongous) and looked towards me.
"Sorry about that! I'm.. uh.."
"That's alright," I spoke quickly and walked into the library. Although handsome, humans were not for me!
"Hey wait!" I turned around to see that I found the real beef cake of Forks. God damn, was it even legal for someone to be that smoking. I think he realised my flustered gaze and smirked a little.
"I'm know this is kind of unconventional, but - hey I'm Jacob. Wanna bang?"