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Departure
by ParkersCamp

My dear diary,

Today was one of the hardest days I´ve ever had.

I lied to Jarod, told him that I don´t love him, that we shall go on with our game "I chase, you run!" I saw the tears in his eyes, when I said this, knowing exactly what the pain felt like, I felt it, too.

But I saw him at the airport, Daddy with Lyle and Raines. I saw it in their eyes. The hatred when Jarod run away, and the pure joy today to get him back finally to The Centre. When we entered the jet, I felt like dying inwardly. If Jarod would be back to hell, he would be beaten badly, maybe even to death.

I never expected what happened on this flight, neither the killing actions of Lyle, nor the jump-off of my Dad. Though Jarod told me, that for once in his life, Daddy seemed to show something like a ´heart´. I can´t believe that he´s gone now, though he never did what I needed or expected. Raines will surely start a research tomorrow, maybe he has already started it, but they won´t find anything.

Why did they have to follow us? I felt so good being next to Jarod, discover the truth - though it was pretty hard to see that my grandfather killed his whole family to just get the power.

But is my Dad so different? Didn´t he do the same? His wife, my mom, being killed by the psychotic Doc, perhaps after my Dad´s order; just after giving birth to a little boy who has this special gift of our family. I do have this gift, too, though I hardly ever used it. Dad never showed any of his emotions. Emotions? What a joke, I was never allowed to show them after Mom died, though I feel everything deeply inside myself:

the joy of having good friends, even if I can´t tell Broots and Debbie, Sam or Sydney about it, the hatred of being manipulated, and let it happen, the rage against Raines and his threats, and the happiness about the little boy on SL20, my brother, whom I helped to enter this world. I will do everything to prevent him from becoming a victim of the Centre, too. I won´t allow it again.

Tomorrow morning, I will start the rescue of my little brother. I will ask my friends for their help, even if I feel like a beggar. I will try to find Jarod, I know I can find him easily if I use my gift. And together we can make it. Perhaps we even find a way of destroying The Centre.

Tomorrow!!

A/N: Please r&r. Actually I am not thinking on a longer story, but maybe if I get some good hints ;-))