1 | Falling out
~*AhsokaTano*~
Third POV
Letting her light sabers slip through her fingers they clatter to the ground. Knees giving out she fell into the inky darkness and simply focused on getting her breathing back to normal. For a moment there, the yellow had thinned out in his eyes. Then the yellow was the only thing she could see.
But He seemed to peek through. Only for a moment. Which strengthened her decision to stay and fight him in the collapsing Sith temple. She could have easily slipped through the closing exit and flown back safely with Ezra and Kanan.
But she hadn't , she couldn't. Ahsoka refused to leave him again. Perhaps if she hadn't left all those years ago he wouldn't have fallen prey to Palpatine. He was no Emperor, and the title was unfit for him. Fit as well as her green light sabers in her hands.
which they may have fit at one point, but alas, no longer did. The moment she uttered those words she knew that they were true.
I am no Jedi
Because she wasn't. She had grown and acquired some undesired experiences. Yet some very important to her future. The markings on her face changed. Her montrals grew longer and the patterns on them changed as well. Her childish face filled out to the face of a soft spoken woman who had a certain sadness lurking inside her. The color of her light sabers changed. White. You could say it was a rather neutral color. She did not classify herself as neither 'good', nor 'evil'. She had known good and evils in her life.
That didn't prepare her for when she had to face her biggest fear yet. The man whom she had grown close to and caring mentor. The man who vowed to never harm her. Now powerful Sith Lord, but couldn't realize Palpatine had him on easily controlled strings. She was surprised 'Vader' hadn't already tripped over them.
Feeling liquid run down her face she smiled sadly to herself.
Tears were not a luxury to either a Jedi or Sith.
Yet she was neither