Speak

by CaptainVampireKing

I hear them. Every second of every day, I hear them. Especially when it's quiet. The voices whisper to me when it's silent. Growing louder and louder. I used to listen to them. (Please read the author's note provided at the beginning of this story. DO NOT read the story otherwise. UPDATE 11/25/2017: The current story has been discontinued and is in the process of being rewritten.)

1. Author's Note (PLEASE READ)

I don't really know how to give you brief information on what this story is about except that it is very personal to me. I've been meaning to write a very serious, maybe even dark, fanfiction for a while now and I've realized that, for me, the best inspiration comes from my personal life.

I ask you, dear reader, to keep an open mind as you read this. I've done research, but I'm no doctor, or therapist, or psychologist. I'm writing solely based off of experience. So do not tell me that there are certain aspects that are unrealistic or inaccurate because no one experiences everything the same way. With everything left in the world to be discovered, explained, and fleshed out, do we really know anything about anything?

WARNINGS: Mentions of rape, self-harm, suicide, abuse, death, unstable mentality, and more to come down the line. Each chapter that contains any of these things will be published with a warning at the very top in case you wish to skip the chapter. The chapter following it will have a brief summary of the previous one that you skipped.

I do ask you that if you are NOT okay with anything that will be featured in this story, whether it be because of experience, or it just makes you uncomfortable, that you do not read. And if you wish to continue, tread carefully. I do not wish to scar anyone that cannot handle these types of stories.

Last but not least, to make this story impossibly more related to my personal life, Chloe will be genderfluid.

SUICIDE HOTLINE: 1-800-273-8255

SELF HARM HOTLINES/RESOURCES: 1-800-DON'T-CUT (366-8288)

www . selfinjury . com

1-800-273-TALK (8255)

To Write Love On Her Arms (website: www . TWLOHA . com)

1-800-334-HELP (4357)

1-800-799-SAFE (7233)

1-877-332-7333

Someone out there will listen. There are so many other resources out there that are not listed here. So please, if you're feeling hopeless, do not be afraid to reach out. They will help you. Give yourself a fighting chance. Stay safe. Stay alive. |-\

With all of that being said, thank you for giving this story a chance.

Enjoy.